Aug 27, 2004 03:18
i feel as though i invest myself too heavily in people. this is sometimes v.good and sometimes v.bad. but you know what "THEY" say, "you gotta wade through shit to get to the cows" or at least that's what the pennsylvania dutch side of my family says, but anyway, you get the general idea.
and don't stand me
miss
i "dropped" my cell-phone into a pool, so it no function right at this moment. i'm deciding if going without a phone really is as beneficial as they say...and i am leaning towards yes.
i dont go back till school till the 4th, what this means is that i will have a good week of doing nothing to prepare myself for school. lots on my list including biking, using that camera thing, learning how to well use that camera thing, read those books that i made it a point to get or borrowed and must give back, continue my quest into the thrift shopworld (any suggestions welcome), catch up on my sleep, go see garden state, go to that place with the thing, pack, sober up, wise up, catch up and ultimately give up in the face of all this.
and what am i to do with myself?