Counting down...
Wow it's been a while....
so school hasn't been so great, I can't wait to leave. I have an interveiw with the admissions guy at Jop Corps even though I'm not too excited about the trades they have,I'm torn between automotive or nurses' aid... hum... My dreams of going to college are gonna be put on hold until we're a little more stable. Even though it really hurts to say that, I can't let him know.
I have less than a week before I got to Brazil, this year went by so fast. Soon I'll be 18 and I'll be able to move out and start living my life. To be perfectly honest I have no intrest in going to Brazil what so ever, I wish I could stay here and spend it with Kleber. But I'd feel like crap if I disappointed my mom. Its best just to keep quiet about my future plans. I am kinda nervous tho... to see everyone again. It'll give me a chance to be a kid again before I offically grow up.
I'm going to church tonite, I'm hoping to clear my head for the crazy week ahead. And the worst part is that I'll have my PERIOD.
At home things get pretty tense. I hope my uncle doesn't talk to my mom. Then she won't let me come back, and that'll make things even more difficult.
so school hasn't been so great, I can't wait to leave. I have an interveiw with the admissions guy at Jop Corps even though I'm not too excited about the trades they have,I'm torn between automotive or nurses' aid... hum... My dreams of going to college are gonna be put on hold until we're a little more stable. Even though it really hurts to say that, I can't let him know.
I have less than a week before I got to Brazil, this year went by so fast. Soon I'll be 18 and I'll be able to move out and start living my life. To be perfectly honest I have no intrest in going to Brazil what so ever, I wish I could stay here and spend it with Kleber. But I'd feel like crap if I disappointed my mom. Its best just to keep quiet about my future plans. I am kinda nervous tho... to see everyone again. It'll give me a chance to be a kid again before I offically grow up.
I'm going to church tonite, I'm hoping to clear my head for the crazy week ahead. And the worst part is that I'll have my PERIOD.
At home things get pretty tense. I hope my uncle doesn't talk to my mom. Then she won't let me come back, and that'll make things even more difficult.