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Good God...I'm so very nervous...I have no idea what I'm going to say...I guess that's a bit of a lie...I'm going to tell the doc exactly what I've been going through and that's that. I will tell him about EVERYTHING. Even stuff I haven't told anyone else...so there. I'm sure that'll be MORE than enough to help get me out of the AF. I can only pray that it will.
I'm sorry if I keep blah blahing about how nervous and stuff I am...I just have nothing to do at work besides think and that's a scary thing when something so huge and important is looming a mere 8 hours away or so. I hope the guy tells me at the end of our session what he'll be reccomending. At least I know that Col. Berger is going to back me and push my package through quickly when (if) the guy gives the signal for me to exit stage left.
Oh my God....oh man...it's killing me...all this waiting...soon enough...I only have to stay here 'til the last plane lands. He'll be down at 33 after the hour and that's GREAT news...means I'll get a whole extra half hour of sleep before the potentially biggest day of my Air Force career. I can't believe they did that shit to me...guess I shouldn't get worked up about that again. I'll save it for the doctor...SAVE IT! *fans face*
Think I'll go move my car around to the back of the building...that'll kill at least 5 minutes...stupid work...hate.