Oct 03, 2005 10:44
read and tell me what you think.
I was laying on the ground, I knew that much.
My eyes were closed but it wasn’t dark, there was this bright light shining instead of that dark nothingness you experience when your eyes are shut.
I could hear something, someone screaming, but they sounded so far away; “who is that,” I thought.
“I’m over here, come over here, please,” I tried to yell to them, whoever it was, but nothing was coming out of my mouth, why?
What was wrong with me?
I tried to get up but my legs wouldn’t move, it felt like something was pinning them down.
I tried to lift my head and open my eyes but it was just too difficult.
I felt around trying to get a feel for where I was maybe something would pop out at me and I’d get an idea, maybe I’d remember where I was in the first place.
Finally my eyes started to open, as they opened a deep red, watery substance poured into them.
I reacted fast to push it away and when I could somewhat see clearly I realized it was blood.
Laying there I thought I had been sweating, it didn’t make sense that it was blood, I wasn’t hurt, I couldn’t feel any pain at least.
“Is this my blood,” I thought, “it can’t be… who’s blood is this?”
I finally got the strength to lift my head and when i saw what was around me the memory began to play, like a movie in my mind, as if it were all happing over again.