May 24, 2004 11:57
So I'm now completely done with my undergraduate education. I'm still so conflicted about how I feel about this...do I feel knowledgable and ready or ill prepared and ignorant? I guess I wish that it wasn't over yet. On the other hand, I know that for most people, the things that happen after school are the defining moments of their life. Most people don't rank anything that happened in college as The Moment in their life...or even in the top 5. Now that just makes me really depressed--that my life is really so comparatively worthless. Wait...I can't end that pessimistically. Let me switch that around. I should feel incredibly optimistic about my future. That all my life is still so open and flexible and it can go anywhere. I can go anywhere.