shoosh.
I'm down to 216lbs, as of yesterday, but considering I didn't do as well yesterday as I intended too (although I really didn't know wtf was going on) I'm probably up a lb or two.
I got back from my boyfriends and before I left had an Alpen bar (60kcal) - I met up with some friends and we went to the park, they were drinking beer and I just bought two bottles of water. We were there for hours, and about 6:30pm they said they wanted to get something to eat. We were supposed to be going out in the evening, and I can't handle my alcohol very well at the best of times (perverse considering I used to be a borderline alcoholic) - Sam, who has lost 10 stone in 2 years was practically begging me to eat, saying that to lose weight healthily you need to eat and shiz like that. The problem is, when I am weak I end up believing this is right (and in reality it is), so they went to the Chinese. From my Weight Watchers days I remembered that a mushroom chow mein was the lowest in terms of points (and therefore calories) so I went with that. I think it's roughly about 400kcal, so it's not the end of the world. I nicked one of those chicken ball things too.
We got changed, went into town and I started to feel sick, presumably because I'd not eaten for near on 10 hours and then I'd filled my face with greasy takeaway. I stuck to diet tonic water initially as I wasn't really in the mood for drinking, but my friends are quite convincing and ended up getting me four (FOUR) gin and tonics. I have no idea if they were diet, I asked but I know Simon gets worried about my dieting so probably not. So thats probably an extra 300kcals on top of that just on tonic water <.<
I ended up having a Red Bull too, as I was flagging (and the result ended up in me totally unable to sleep even at 5am) so I reckon I probably ate about 1000kcal in total yesterday. It's not so terrible, I could have quite easily got something from the pizza/kebab place on the way home as I burnt off a lot of my food from walking about 8 miles yesterday and dancing in the club.
I can't weigh myself at the moment anyway, scales are at my boyfriend's and I dare not even attempt the chemist ones. The problem is now I'm slightly hungover and I am just craving food. We shall see.
Other random shit happened yesterday too, which totally threw my head into a fucked up place, but I'm just going to work through it. It was cool though, I've made a couple of new friends - Sam lives a stones throw from mine.
Hope you are fairing better.
Missyb -x-
I got back from my boyfriends and before I left had an Alpen bar (60kcal) - I met up with some friends and we went to the park, they were drinking beer and I just bought two bottles of water. We were there for hours, and about 6:30pm they said they wanted to get something to eat. We were supposed to be going out in the evening, and I can't handle my alcohol very well at the best of times (perverse considering I used to be a borderline alcoholic) - Sam, who has lost 10 stone in 2 years was practically begging me to eat, saying that to lose weight healthily you need to eat and shiz like that. The problem is, when I am weak I end up believing this is right (and in reality it is), so they went to the Chinese. From my Weight Watchers days I remembered that a mushroom chow mein was the lowest in terms of points (and therefore calories) so I went with that. I think it's roughly about 400kcal, so it's not the end of the world. I nicked one of those chicken ball things too.
We got changed, went into town and I started to feel sick, presumably because I'd not eaten for near on 10 hours and then I'd filled my face with greasy takeaway. I stuck to diet tonic water initially as I wasn't really in the mood for drinking, but my friends are quite convincing and ended up getting me four (FOUR) gin and tonics. I have no idea if they were diet, I asked but I know Simon gets worried about my dieting so probably not. So thats probably an extra 300kcals on top of that just on tonic water <.<
I ended up having a Red Bull too, as I was flagging (and the result ended up in me totally unable to sleep even at 5am) so I reckon I probably ate about 1000kcal in total yesterday. It's not so terrible, I could have quite easily got something from the pizza/kebab place on the way home as I burnt off a lot of my food from walking about 8 miles yesterday and dancing in the club.
I can't weigh myself at the moment anyway, scales are at my boyfriend's and I dare not even attempt the chemist ones. The problem is now I'm slightly hungover and I am just craving food. We shall see.
Other random shit happened yesterday too, which totally threw my head into a fucked up place, but I'm just going to work through it. It was cool though, I've made a couple of new friends - Sam lives a stones throw from mine.
Hope you are fairing better.
Missyb -x-