alone
today was not so good its raining right now and i cant sleep, my mom tells me she feels so alone without my dad here i can't say i know what it feels like to lose your one and only love but i can say i know how it feels not to be with him and it hurts everytime i think about it ,yes people say how can you love someone so far away? and my answer is i don't know mabye becuase hes the one person that ever made me feel wanted or not like some secret or just a quick fuck and never talk to me again and yes that means a lot to me, just the little things he says make me feel good like when he says "i love you sarah" it just makes me smile and hearing him say it it just the best thing in the world mabye because i can tell he means it i love the way he laughs its so cute and his voice is hot everything would be perfect if 1. we talked more and 2. if he lived here, but i know he can't change those things and neither can I.. you guys are probably like omfg she write about him all the time haha i can't help it i fucking love him I mean come on how many of yall have ever heard me say i love a guy other then andy? like really love okay I'm done lol