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its ridiculous to feel so fuckin deceived by someone who u thought was your BEST friend. your BEST FRIEND!!! its fuckin RIDICULOUS when one thing happens and u realize that u dont know that person AT ALL. the entire thing was a lie, the entire friendship was a LIE and its like ur sitting there thinking "what the FUCK just happened" and is this REALLY the same person who ive spent all this time with? all this bonding with...so much UNDERSTANDING with?? someone who loved the same books as you. had the BEST TASTE in literature, really. understood your concepts and theories - hell, they even had a theory of their own about stranger-to-stranger communication. and its like... wtf? i mean. was it all bullshit? when did this person change? there was so much emotional connection. but seriously how stupid can i be - i thought i had a best friend and what i really had was a huge joke. a joke that has just reached the punch line. And whoever thought a punch line could suck SO much. i hate fakes.
MAYBE im wrong about all of this. maybe im overreacting.
man, wouldnt THAT be nice.
MAYBE im wrong about all of this. maybe im overreacting.
man, wouldnt THAT be nice.