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"ive heard this life is overrated, but i hope that it gets better as we go."
~thinking of you! i hope we're always friends. =) you know who u are.
A quick shout-out as a thank you to Will Peters who bought me a pack of cigs as a "Feel Better" present. Much love, will, much love. =) (in case u missed it - my face is messed up. but its okay. im over it. and scars are cool anyways, right? :-\ hah riiight...)
Coach told me today that she needed to talk to me about something she heard about me. I am really scared. Cigs? Possibly... I avoided her at the end of practice. But i'll find out soon enough.
I gave my parents my grades today - finally. Because i JUST got my Government grade changed today. From a D to a C-. :-\ I didn't want M&D to know that i EVER had a D ANYWHERE, so i had to stall until I got that grade changed. :-\ Still didn't go over too well. But I can't imagine what would've happened if I had brought home a D. And if anybody is wondering, which they probably arent - no, i don't know if i am ungrounded or not. Probably not. Cuz a C is still a C whether or not that semester is over and there's nothing I can do about it. I will let you know if i regain ANY privelages!
So there is lots of drama going on between everybody, I feel like. Especially at cheerleading. Lots of "drama circles" i guess, getting everything worked out. I'm glad that i dont have a problem with anybody on cheerleading right now. I mean those are my GIRLS. and really are my family. I like how Stacy brough that up. "And at states, you guys are going to be MY FAMILY." <-- i agree. you guys are always my family and will be my family at states too.
After I got hurt yesterday:
"Krystina, it didn't hit you too??"
"What, Liz? No..?!?!"
"Luckyy" <--imitating Napolean.
"HAAAHAHHAHA"
krystina went hysterical. I love ks!! ;) We're going to make Napolean Dynomite sweatshirts!! :-D YAAYY!
I know i have way more to say but I forget.
EMILY, MALLORY, & ALLY ~ feel better babies!! and remember, at least ur face isnt messed up!! ;) thats the bright side of it. i love u all SO much. *GET-BETTER-SMOOCH*
amber you rock my world :-D!
colin is reaaally funny. :)
HelloMyMoose: but if brianna banks ever showed up here i would make a bet with her that she couldnt suck me off in like 6 minuets jus to get som head from a pornstar even though shes proly could hahahaha
I thought about Kari today. I miss her a bunch... I hate when I think about her cuz then its hard to stop thinking about her. But I am glad that I at least still think about her sometimes...it would be so much more sad if i didn't think about her sometimes. So even though it sucks, I think its healthy- if not MORE than healthy. And I hope I never forget that girl. Best friends, Kari ~ I love you, my angel. O:-D I know she's fine in heaven, so i'm not worried about her. They said this poem at her funeral, and I just thought about it today. I forgot how well I had memorized it after she died. I can still recite it. Here it is:
When God calls little children
to dwell with him above
we mortals often question
the wisdom of his love
for no heartache compares with
the death of one small child
who does so much to make this earth
so wonderful & mild.
perhaps God tires always calling
the aged to his fold
and so he picks a rosebud
before she can grow old
God knows how much we need them
and so he takes but few
to make the land of heaven
more beautiful to view
believing this is difficult
still somehow we must try
the saddest word mankind knows
will always be "goodbye"
and so when little ones depart
we, who are left behind,
must realize how much God loves children
for "angels are hard to find".
Kari Lee Rockwell
1988-1998
~thinking of you! i hope we're always friends. =) you know who u are.
A quick shout-out as a thank you to Will Peters who bought me a pack of cigs as a "Feel Better" present. Much love, will, much love. =) (in case u missed it - my face is messed up. but its okay. im over it. and scars are cool anyways, right? :-\ hah riiight...)
Coach told me today that she needed to talk to me about something she heard about me. I am really scared. Cigs? Possibly... I avoided her at the end of practice. But i'll find out soon enough.
I gave my parents my grades today - finally. Because i JUST got my Government grade changed today. From a D to a C-. :-\ I didn't want M&D to know that i EVER had a D ANYWHERE, so i had to stall until I got that grade changed. :-\ Still didn't go over too well. But I can't imagine what would've happened if I had brought home a D. And if anybody is wondering, which they probably arent - no, i don't know if i am ungrounded or not. Probably not. Cuz a C is still a C whether or not that semester is over and there's nothing I can do about it. I will let you know if i regain ANY privelages!
So there is lots of drama going on between everybody, I feel like. Especially at cheerleading. Lots of "drama circles" i guess, getting everything worked out. I'm glad that i dont have a problem with anybody on cheerleading right now. I mean those are my GIRLS. and really are my family. I like how Stacy brough that up. "And at states, you guys are going to be MY FAMILY." <-- i agree. you guys are always my family and will be my family at states too.
After I got hurt yesterday:
"Krystina, it didn't hit you too??"
"What, Liz? No..?!?!"
"Luckyy" <--imitating Napolean.
"HAAAHAHHAHA"
krystina went hysterical. I love ks!! ;) We're going to make Napolean Dynomite sweatshirts!! :-D YAAYY!
I know i have way more to say but I forget.
EMILY, MALLORY, & ALLY ~ feel better babies!! and remember, at least ur face isnt messed up!! ;) thats the bright side of it. i love u all SO much. *GET-BETTER-SMOOCH*
amber you rock my world :-D!
colin is reaaally funny. :)
HelloMyMoose: but if brianna banks ever showed up here i would make a bet with her that she couldnt suck me off in like 6 minuets jus to get som head from a pornstar even though shes proly could hahahaha
I thought about Kari today. I miss her a bunch... I hate when I think about her cuz then its hard to stop thinking about her. But I am glad that I at least still think about her sometimes...it would be so much more sad if i didn't think about her sometimes. So even though it sucks, I think its healthy- if not MORE than healthy. And I hope I never forget that girl. Best friends, Kari ~ I love you, my angel. O:-D I know she's fine in heaven, so i'm not worried about her. They said this poem at her funeral, and I just thought about it today. I forgot how well I had memorized it after she died. I can still recite it. Here it is:
When God calls little children
to dwell with him above
we mortals often question
the wisdom of his love
for no heartache compares with
the death of one small child
who does so much to make this earth
so wonderful & mild.
perhaps God tires always calling
the aged to his fold
and so he picks a rosebud
before she can grow old
God knows how much we need them
and so he takes but few
to make the land of heaven
more beautiful to view
believing this is difficult
still somehow we must try
the saddest word mankind knows
will always be "goodbye"
and so when little ones depart
we, who are left behind,
must realize how much God loves children
for "angels are hard to find".
Kari Lee Rockwell
1988-1998