kiss the baby sky

Dec 25, 2011 19:50

Hello, hello, guys. メリークリスマス!As in every other year, my family and I are totally void of the festive mood and go about the day as per usual, hur hur. Believe it or not, we used to make a really huge deal out of it before - we had Christmas music blasting on the stereo, and my dad would always take a video of the unwrapping ceremony of not-so-secret ( Read more... )

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dijeh December 26 2011, 11:26:53 UTC
Merry Christmas again! Your Christmases used to sound so magical. I remember a time when I used to get excited too, although it kind of stopped when I was about 6 or 7...Now it's just another normal day, only with a few more decorations. Oh well, at least it's a holiday. Maybe we can make future Christmases happier! C:

And whoa, dude, didn't know you wanted to apply to a foreign uni! That's actually really cool! I don't know about Singapore, but my country's unis don't offer that many opportunities for the future, so studying abroad is a really useful thing to do. Maybe you can get a scholarship or something so you wouldn't have to worry about the taxes? Is that possible?

Roleplaying... I remember wanting to do this so badly a couple of years ago, but I always have this feeling in the back of my head that my interpretation of the characters might be different from other people's interpretations and then I'd make a fool out of myself and yeah. And then I lost interest and realised it's kind of...weird to me anyway? As a pastime, I mean. But getting (artistically) involved in fandom sounds cool! Lately, I've found myself wishing I hadn't given up drawing lessons all those years ago. Maybe I would have developed a style in the meantime. Maybe, yeah.

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ciette December 28 2011, 02:30:41 UTC
man, becoming desensitised to christmas at such an age, you really are mature for your age (i.e. oyaji at heart), lex, hehe. but that's true, it's kinda depressing actually, not to be able to get hyped up over such little things anymore. yep, at least it's a day off! we need to start spazzing each other out when next christmas comes. C'MON AYUMU CHRISTMAS IS COMING I CAN'T WAIT I'M LOOPING JINGLE BELLS AS;LDFJKASDF and stuff like that, un un.

it really is, right? i'm quite aware of how foreign unis have a better reputation as well, and at the risk of sounding overly practical, that's what a lot of companies look at too. i'll be applying for as many scholarships as i can too, hopefully those somehow help me tide over! but i'm quite aware that most scholarships only offer a subsidy which is a percentage of the school fee excluding living costs, which i admit is rather demoralising. D:

I CAN RELATE TO THAT FEAR ENTIRELY, the same thing was running through my head the last time i roleplayed. it sounds like you have an interest in drawing! have you considered picking doodling up as a pasttime? o A o if you draw a little everyday, maybe you could start improving and creating your own style, it's certainly possible!

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dijeh December 28 2011, 13:39:35 UTC
Well, I realised Santa doesn't exist when I was 5 or 6 and dad called one of his colleagues to play Santa for me, but he scared me shitless, hahaha. Doesn't help that mum wasn't around that night and I was a really shy kid. I don't think I ever believed in any of those kiddie tales anyway, like Santa, Easter Bunny (does anyone actually believe he's real I mean come on) or babies being brought by storks. I was such a mature young lad, ok! Oh man, that would be hilarious. HEY HIKARU LET ME PLAY LET IT SNOW FOR THE SIXTEENTH TIME IN A ROW I MEAN IT'S CHRISTMAS HEY AND BRING SOME PUNCH

I don't think sounding practical is a bad thing! That's what we're taught the moment we think about applying to unis over here, to be honest. It's a combination of do the things you like but make sure that'll actually bring some food on the table. Our scholarships suck. They're either too expensive or the teachers already have favourite students. I could have gotten an Erasmus scholarship in France, for example, but didn't have enough money to pay for rent. And food. And books. And transport. And a lot of other stuff. I wish you best of luck though!

Your suggestion sounds great! I'm not really sure how I'd be able to do it though, since the only things I've managed to successfully doodle when I'm bored are Decarabias. I have good visual memory, but everything goes to hell the moment I try to put it on paper. Oh well, ganbarimasu and all that.

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ciette December 30 2011, 10:35:04 UTC
oh my gosh YOUR DAD HAHAHA. XDD that's hilariously sad. were you traumatised by santa? that's seriously the first i heard. oh man, my poor ayumu-kun. (pats) HAHA if the easter bunny was real i would be really traumatised. BABIES BROUGHT MY STORKS TOO. isn't that stork a cot snatcher?! creepy. i've never really believed in them either - ayumu, we're either very mature beings or... just way too cynical. AHHHHH PUNCHU? OKAY?!?! /PUNCHES/ by the way, am i the only one who feels creeped by "i saw my mom kissing santa claus"? what if it wasn't the dad? I MEAN. D": my mum is kissing this fat oyaji in red in the middle of the night......

that's a huge waste about that scholarships, bb. ;_; and the thing about favouritism is terrible, please don't tell me it happens frequently! that's not fair to so many other students. ;_; oh gosh, YES living expenses a huge problem! the problem about a good deal of scholarships that they don't take that into consideration, so most candidates can't go over anyway. ._. i don't know, it just doesn't feel enough. thanks my dear♥! i foresee similar results over here, though. orz ;asdfjksdf.

WHAT IS THAT that is terrifying. it's from... persona? you're one warped child my friend. now i really wouldn't want to have those creepy eye things on my lecture notes. a good visual memory is a great start! all that you have to do is practice! i, on the other hand, have a pretty bad visual memory! XD

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dijeh January 4 2012, 13:44:16 UTC
Yeah, it was kind of awkward! And then I had to suffer through the same thing every Christmas in kindergarten with a different santa every year. Man, I'd always be all red and answer with a reeeaaally small voice and aagh, I used to be so shy. Hmmm, cot snatcher? First I've heard of it, lol. BUT YOUR BABIES BROUGHT YOUR STORKS AHAHAHAHAAHH I'm so going to make fun of you now, hahahahah. Well, maybe we were less sheltered when it comes to this kind of stuff? I'm glad I've always known where babies come from or that thing about Santa, because one of my friends believed in Santa until 14 or 15 and that's embarrassing, to be honest. Oh crap, I never even considered dad being Santa! What are you doing mum stop kissing random old strangers ewww

Well, it's worse in high-school, but still happens in college. Not that frequent, but still. It sucks.

But it's cute what are you talking about. And yes, it's actually from the (Shin) Megami Tensei multiverse! If you think Decarabia is creepy...Persephone, Catoblepas, Barong, Kraken, Bael. And these guys are nothing compared to other designs, I tell you. Oh well, that's why I love Kaneko Kazuma, he's got great imagination.

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ciette January 6 2012, 09:17:51 UTC
STOP STOP STOP THAT IS A TYPO I DAREN'T EVEN LOOK AT MY TYPO SO EMBARRASSING DON'T MAKE FUN OF ME HIDOI. wow 15 is really late. he must have been a really innocent kid. :| with bad lying people around him ahahaha. WAIT you didn't think it was dad? omg ayumu your mind is freaky well done ♥

damn D: i hope there aren't students running around trying to gain the favour of teachers and status of teacher's pet. because that would be extremely annoying and skew the system even more.

OH GOSH FREAKY SHIT. but I really really like persephone's design. i love umm bael too! i think designs rooting in the human form and screwing it up is absolutely intriguing. that guy is so amazing *_* also, warped. but that's a subset of awesome.

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dijeh January 7 2012, 15:28:25 UTC
HAHAHAHA ARE YOU EMBARRASSED NOW ARE YOU ARE YOU. Yeah..it's a she, by the way! And her parents I think didn't bother to tell her the truth and she found out from her classmates. (oh and sorry if I repeat stuff; bad memory is bad) Well, the song does mention dad later so I thought. Uh. Well, sorry? Hahaha, did I ruin the song

Thankfully, there aren't, or at least I haven't seen them doing this. But there are some obvious cases, like a girl who should have been expelled because she has barely attended a few classes, yet she's still here. Who knows how many wonders can those parents do.

Yes, I love Persephone's design too! It's a great take on her myth. Have some more, because: Echidna, Rangda, Taraka, Flauros, Tiamat and Abaddon. Mouths hehehehe.

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ciette January 8 2012, 17:16:09 UTC
;_______; I HATE YOU AYUMU BUT WHY ARE YOU STILL MY IDOL /cue shoujo sparkles
... lol her parents are such trolls. nah it's okay, i don't think you did! wait, it does? i think... i've never heard the whole song in my life. HAHA. gosh deprivation

oh goodness did her parents bribe the school? that's horrendous D: D: but i have schools here which do the same - parents bribe school, school lets student in though their marks don't actually make the pass. it's a minority, and mostly private schools, but it still happens too.

OMG THAT MOUTH WHY DO YOU REMIND ME OF HAN- ehhem. anyway THE FIRST ONE SCARED ME SO BADLY. gosh this guy is warped but oh so wonderful

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