stream of consciousness

[ciette]

Hello, it's been a long time! This is the me who has pretty much turned hikikomori and socially stupid after months of hanging out with my best buddies, my studies. I was trying to emulate my O-levels determination where I hardly touched any form of recreation at all, so I banned sites involving most social media, k-pop, tumblr and all that jazz

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[ciette]

are there any pairings you ship in bleach? ' o ' i watched that before i got properly educated on the goodness of fandom and shipping (cough) so i'm really curious! LOL oh dear cindy, your shipper lenses! XD though orz i'm guilty of that as well. sometimes, some subtext is way too misleading 8'D HAHAHA OMG THAT WOULD BE EPIC, with the monocle at all! his chibi version is also so legit, it's hilarious. CINDY YOU MUST DO IT, I WILL CONDUCT A PERSONAL PHOTOSHOOT FOR YOU 8D oh yes, i do remember♥ sobs it really was ;____; and i also love fukuyama jun's voice!! he has such a semi-epic and charming voice.

oh god i'm dying ;_; why did i just google those images, now i'm starving ;___; LOL dude i wish we had that kind of figure where you can stuff yourself and never get fat. i have a friend who keeps at bmi 18 no matter how much she eats!! how unfair is that. :"<

YEAH! an artist too! though, orz i guess we'd have deadlines to meet. but it's mostly at your own pace, which is great and so ideal. (｡´‿`｡)b

LOL IKR? sigh, ss4 tix orders are opening over here... my friends are all going ;_; one even invited me to go queuing up with her. but my parents are against it (and also, my savings (or there lackof) are under their control right now, which sucks), so i shall just try silent tears when february comes. ;___; now's indeed not the financial predicament! damn. ;_;

[numbuh_009]

The first time I got into Bleach, I too was not into fandom yet, so I still ship some of the het pairings like Ichigo/Rukia and Gin/Matsumoto. I like Hyourinmaru(shows up only in the anime only though)/Hitsugaya and Yoruichi/Soi Fong. My Bleach OTP is Kensei/Hisagi \o/ (have you reached the Vizards and their backstories yet?).

Haha, I can't help it! Once you put on the shipper lenses, your world is forever rose colored with slashy love~ Chibi Tanaka is so awesome! I WILL BE THE BEST MODEL EVER *strikes pose with my milk mustache* His voice just compels you to say, "yes, my lord" ;A; (speaking of which, I realized that Sebastian says "yes my lord" the same way they do on Code Geass)

IKR? Then we can stuff ourselves with chocolate things and not have to worry ;A; So jealous!! Whenever I eat, I get a food baby :"<

THAT'S WHEN YOU PULL AN ALL NIGHTER THE DAY BEFORE YOUR DEADLINE AND DO EVERYTHING YOU WERE GIVEN MONTHS TO DO IN 24 HOURS :'D Not to mention if you make it big, you get to travel around the world to promote and all :Db

Aww, is it because they are against spending so much money? ;A; DUUUDE, I saw that the mosh pits tickets were actually closer to $300 TT_TT WHY CRUEL WORLD?!

[ciette]

hehe i love ichigo/rukia too! i used to ship it subconsciously, i think! i reached the vizards, and i remember hisagi (the 69 dude! the guy who corrupted me into finding out the numbers meant!) but i have no idea who kensei is. D:

OMG HE REALLY DOES ; A ; you know, i seriously love it when they have these hierarchy quirks!! "yes your highness" "yes my lord" A;SLKDJFAKSDFASD i don't understand why but it's extremely exciting♥ /SHOT

OMG FOODBABIES WHY DO YOU CALL THEM THAT CINAMMON!! now i'm starting to get scared, what if the food foetus starts crawling up my oesophagus, out of my stomach and strangles me at night... ; A ;

>THAT'S WHEN YOU PULL AN ALL NIGHTER THE DAY BEFORE YOUR DEADLINE AND DO EVERYTHING YOU WERE GIVEN MONTHS TO DO IN 24 HOURS
OH DAMN NIGHTMARES AND NIGHTMARES D: omg i hate rushing work, but somehow when it comes to art... rushing seems inevitable. :| is writing like that too? but traveling is totally fun, but i have mixed feelings D: have you heard of the artist zemotion? she's a brilliant photographer and people all over the world employ her for work, but she has a blog where she reveals that she feels extremely lonely because she's all over the place ;A;

OMG D: D: D: that's insane!! apparently the server crashed when tickets were up XDDD crazy fangirls do not care about extravagant prices ; A ;

[numbuh_009]

Ichigo spent the entire first hundred chapters or so trying to rescue her; I think this ship cannot be denied. DUDE! Kensei is the Vizard with silver hair and his shikai is a short hunting knife (wears a black wife beater and cargo pants). Kensei is totally where Hisagi got his 69 tattoo from (LOL, your innocence was soiled)! Um, should I give spoilers or do you plan on continuing the series?

OMGOMG, I totally have this huge thing for master/servant relationships! 8D It's just so ridiculously sexy! <3

LOL, because when I eat too much, I have an unsightly bulge in the stomach area XD Holy cow, that's some horror movie thing going on right there D:

I have yet to have any deadlines for my writings, but I suspect it will be the same situation ;~; Googled her and, wow, her photography is gorgeous! That's so sad! D: I've always been under the impression that people in creative fields were very lonely though ;A; *glomps you*

I can't even...So I take it you're not going?

[ciette]

HEHE EXACTLY. but there's always that issue about the orihime backhugging (correct me if i'm wrong? i just saw a panel somewhere) scene and ichigo going in to save her from... people with holes in their stomachs (okay sorry for the primitive description, it's been years and for the love of god i can't remember what they're called LOL) does ichigo every reciprocate her feelings? SPOIL MEEEE
oh man, i still can't remember him! spoil me spoil meee i'm kinda wondering if bleach is worth catching up with - i'm kinda tempted to catch up with either naruto/bleach but i can't decide which XD

SO DO IIIIII ♥ especially with dark undertones, it just makes it perfect. * q * speaking of master and servant, do you have an iphone? because there's this hilarious japanese butler app which allows you to touch him (it doesn't get explicit i.e. his clothes never comes off) but it's so lulz hahaha

LOL OH CINNAMON that is so cute XDDD b-be sure to get an x-ray, it might be true... ; A ; (sorry, i see to see the scariest scenarios in everything LOL)

i know right ; A ; it's okay, lonely people like us should keep each other company! it's really seriously sad ;___; i have a personal artist friend who receives so much praise for her work but falls into depression very frequently as well. it's scaryyyy (HUGS TIGHT)

yeah i can't ;_; my mum kinda made a deal with me to fund my tix if i did well for my national exams, but, unexpectedly, ss4 is earlier than the result release! (FACEPALMS) so i lost my only hope orz

[numbuh_009]

(They're called arrancars. Basically Aizen's revamped Hollow henchmen) I sincerely doubt it. He seems to see her purely as a friend. I will be really upset if he suddenly has a thing for her. Eh, Kensei is kind of a forgettable minor character TBH. So way back when, all the Vizards use to be captains and vice capatains of the Gotei 13. Kensei was captain was division 9 and on mission one day, he saves a kid (guess who~). He tries to make the kid stop crying by telling him to smile and be glad he was alive. The kid sees the 69 tattoo Kensei has on his stomach and years later, gets it on his cheek. Okay, lame explanation that was way too long ;A;

BLEACH! \o/ I use to be really into Naruto, but IDK, it kind of got repetitive for me and I lost interest. Bleach is still interesting even though the last arc was a bit disappointing.

I have an iPod touch so it might work. OMG, what genius thought up this app?! I've got to download me a butler!

*flails* But what would a food baby look like I wonder...

You know, it'd be so cool if we could travel together :D I'm sorry; I hope she gets better ;~; It is! I have this deep rooted fear that I will get depression and commit suicide as many great authors/artists have a tendency to do *hugs*

OMG, that is such terrible timing ;A; When do your results come out? It's alright; SS5 will probably stop by Singapore! Also, it's better quality to watch the DVD when it comes out anywho. And who wants to be pushed and shoved by rabid fangirls as you try to get a small glimpse of the boys? And having to stand there for like 5 hours when you can watch HD on your computer in the luxury of your room? *comforting ourselves*

[ciette]

(oh yes, thanks for the reminder! gosh my memory) i think the same way too! he does seem genuinely concerned for her but her feelings seem largely one-sided. ooh man, that's a cute backstory! but poor kid, i wonder if he ever knew 69 meant. kensei sounds like a dirty man to have 69 on his stomach of all things :9 HAHA did the mangaka ever explain the reason for the number 69? but thanks for the explanation! it does sound adorable. um... is kensei still alive. O_O i always get the feeling all the senior members are dead. orz

okay, i'll take your word for it!♥ btw, are you watching the anime/reading the manga? for some reason, i always have a bias for anime because i love seiyuus * A *

HAHAHA DO IT!! omg it's extremely lulz to bring around with you too! when i'm bored, i show it to my friends (even those who are not used to japanese culture) and they experience great culture shock and are horrified. we are so desensitised 8'> /high five

YES, THAT WOULD BE AWESOME! i think the possibilities of traveling together with someone else lessens the chances of going insane. i'm with you there, i have that kind of fear as well! especially when we get into the working world, i bet the stress will push us into thinking funny stuff. ;_; let's keep in contact and talk about art/writing so we never go insane!! (hugs)

LOL OH CINNAMON i read your comforting and it totally plastered this mad grin on my face XDDD cough i know right. why endure fangirls screaming into your ears, when you can hear eunhae's voices right beside you through your earphones? plus we can even save the money to buy 10 albums in future or something! un un. (nods) tsk tsk fangirls, priorities, priorities

[numbuh_009]

I think Orihime would be better off with Ishida or someone who isn't preoccupied with saving the world all the time. I think Hisagi got the tattoo in the Academy days so he should...I feel really bad for him if he didn't XD IKR? What is Kensei doing with that number on his stomach anyways? No, there was never an explanation or anything O_o Yup, Kensei is with the Vizards, who live in the real world. They haven't shown up yet in this new arc/after the time skip, but I'm pretty sure they're still there.

I'm reading the manga. I watched the anime up to season 7 I think and season 13. I love the seiyuus too, but I just can't stand it when the animation is bad ;A; Do you know the seiyuu who does Grimjoww? *Q*

Where's the culture shock in touching your butler? *whistles innocently* LOL, we are indeed \o

Company definitely would be great for our mental health. Oh cruel world ;~; Definitely *glomps* <3

You said it! Clear sound quality is something those concerts won't have! And yes, that money could be used for something more lasting! *nods self-righteously* We have our priorities straight

[ciette]

she needs a stable lifestyle. however, she seems to need someone manly to balance out her estrogen. i bet the only reason she doesn't like ishida is cause he doesn't seem very manly. (speaking of ishida, lots of people pair him with ichigo and i find that hilarious XD) now that's interesting. i must admit i thought the vizards were kinda cool... who was that, shinji? though lol bleach art never fails to make it hard for me to like characters much for some reason orz or maybe it's just the anime art. the animation is bad indeed.
i've heard of that seiyuu but i'm not very familiar with him! what about him? ^ ^

LOL indeed. hey it's all about being more open minded. /fondles

indeed!!! i can comfort myself into thinking... at least my number one bias heechul ain't there. (though my number two, hyukkie...!! NONONONO) it's okay, i bought their album last year! they'll feel the love! until then, we'll support them from afar, shan't we, cindy? ;_;

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I laughed at your comment until I realized that hey, Ishida really isn't manly at all. Then I laughed more. Maybe Chad, the big friendly giant (I too find that amusing. Although I can see where they are coming from...). The art for Bleach has definitely changed over the years. I admit that I'm partial to the art during the Soul Society arc and am a tad disappointed with the changes. But yeah, some of the characters are really...unique looking aren't they? :">
He's my favorite seiyuu EVAAAR! He also does the Undertaker \o/

That's the spirit Belle! (*wibbles* B-but, he'll still be there next year right? ;A;) Indeed we shall! We don't need to be there physically screaming and passing out for them to feel our support! We can do that in the privacy of our homes (also it's less embarrassing :D) and still love them!

[ciette]

OH MY GOD CINDY X'DDD CHAD/ORIHIME i think my mind would break!!! can you imagine if they came out with their relationship to ichigo? i think he would have a brainbreak as well ;askdjfasldfsa.
i agree, i did like the art during the early soul society arc! i can't exactly point out how the art changed... did it become sharper? maybe it was to make it more shounen jumpy but yeah. 8<
OH SUWABE RIGHT? i've only started taking notice of him recently, but he does have a nice voice! i think he did a great job of undertaker because i couldn't recognise him at all. O_O

y-yes! omg cinammon ilu X'D ♥ we are totally mutually supporting each other in these tough times rofl. SUPER JUNIOR IS IN SINGAPORE NOW!!!! they had their first show yesterday and they're about to have it in less than an hour here. my friends came back screaming on their twitters lmao alsdkjfasldfakls ;_; /so many feelings BUT IT'S OKAY I'LL WAIT FOR SS5 DVDS. i'm sure they know we love them ; w ;
apparently my friend queued up five hours... just for merch O_O and the super junior pillows (?!) sold out immediately. omg. HAHA

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Crack pairings FTW. I can totally see the WTF face that Ichigo would make when they do, LOL!
I think after the Soul Society arc the art became...rounder? Everyone's faces were a lot curvier and lacked all the sharp lines that kind of made Bleach art :(
YES YES HIM! His voice is so amazing~ I was really surprised by how well he changed his voice for the Undertaker too <3

We will get through our hard times together \o/ Whoa man. You should go stalk them at the airport if you happen to have some extra time on your hands XD Aww *pats you on the back* Just tell yourself that with the money that you could've used to watch them in concert once you can now buy the DVD and watch it as many times as you'd like (also, you can go to the restroom and have snacks at your leisure whilst watching :D). Holy cow, that's insanity. Can't imagine how long the line to get in was...

[ciette]

i think i've never read the manga, so i've always accorded it to the animu style. any examples of the change? ' o ' i didn't like the sharp style of the anime, but maybe it was much better executed in the manga. o:
omg ♥ just recently i had another friend telling me how talented suwabe was as well! have you heard of fukuyama jun? he has a great range (lelouch -> grell lmao) and i was so intrigued by him!! especially how he could sound so annoying as grell in kuroshit LMAO it's a skill, yup yup

YES YES, restroom breaks are important!! /nod nod/ apparently hae was really nice and went around taking polaroid cams from fans and snapping pics with them!! HOW COOL IS TH--- NO NO. i mean. snacks. restroom breaks. yes.
gotta admit suju are really nice to their fans though *_* aaah~

[numbuh_009]

I haven't really watched the anime past the Soul Society arc so I don't know how the art changes there O_o But yeah, I felt the art in the manga was much better than the anime.
OMG, I love his voice! I didn't know he did Grell too, wow, such a difference from Lelouch! Dude, if he told me to shoot myself with my own gun, I'd probably be like "Yes! Your majesty!"

You gotta answer when nature calls. ;A; Hae is such a sweetie. I'd definitely like to see them in person at least once TT_TT Maybe next year, my comrade...*looks tearily, but majestically towards the sunset*

[ciette]

i would think so!! i've been trying to read manga adaptations of anime i like lately, like reborn, and woah the style is so different O_O i guess it's hard to imitate the mangaka's style after all.

YES, ME TOO!! gosh, lulu was really amazing in code geass @ A @ i have no idea he does that... really epic voice (if you know what i mean?). like really low and reverberating. gosh. ;;; now if i only i had a really sexy voice like that...

me too ;___; recently, i managed to go for a j-rock concert. i met the stars in person for a handshake because they were more obscure-ish, and one of them even pat my head!! if only that happened with us and suju ; A ;

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And just by looking at him, you really don't expect Lelouch's voice to be so deep! It really shocked me when I first watched it XD IKR? If I had a voice like that, I'd definitely abuse my power =3=

Wow, that's so cool! Haha, are you ever going to wash your hair now? They just announced that SMTown is coming back to LA next month and I'm so torn about it ;A;