stream of consciousness

[ciette]

Hello, it's been a long time! This is the me who has pretty much turned hikikomori and socially stupid after months of hanging out with my best buddies, my studies. I was trying to emulate my O-levels determination where I hardly touched any form of recreation at all, so I banned sites involving most social media, k-pop, tumblr and all that jazz

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[ciette]

sorry for the late reply cinnamon~!

YES YES YES YES YES I AM!!! *____* omg that's super amazing! by house, do you mean your home home, or your dorms? o: whatever it is, THIS IS AMAZING NEWS AND WE MUST MEET UP AND DO AWESOME THINGS. YES, CAKE MUST BE HAD!!!

I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN, exactly! but the worse thing is that, when i met up with some friends yesterday, most of them are either working small jobs (like giving tuition which is A;LKSDJFA good money), or going for internships soon! w-what's with this! why is everyone so hardworking. orz doesn't no one just want to relax like me. TT A TT

hehe skipping around the house. XDD LOL that's an odd image. skipping rope, hehe. yes, dream high is really good! i'm not a huge fan of suzy, but KIM SOO HYUN!!! amazing actor, and also his voice isn't half bad since he sings a fair bit. also, cried rivers during his character development throughout the story. ;_; YES i love hyukkie's rapping! especially in Marry U asd;flkj. yes, ss4 is coming to singapore in february! i really really intended to go, but now money is starting to become an issue orz i'll have to see if i can afford it when tickets are released. ;_____;

[numbuh_009]

Sorry for the even later reply. Anime/manga has been slowly sucking me back in :'D

My home home~ Of course I won't be home during school, but when I come back we should meet up! I can take you around and stuff (I mostly only know restaurants and the mall TT_TT though).

Aww, I'll flop around with you! *flops energetically lethargically* Well, I personally think you need the break considering how hard you've been working \o/ Mustn't overexert yourself.

Haha, I knew you meant skipping rope *surreptitiously stops skipping around the house* Ooh, I see. I've been struck with a mysterious urge to watch a k-drama lately so maybe I'll give it a go some time. Marry U is one of the sweetest songs ever ;~; It's so touching whenever they do it in concert. I guess it depends on what kind of seat you want. I heard that the mosh pits (best view AND a chance that they might touch you ^///^) were around $200 :/

[ciette]

no problem, my dear! YOU BRING WONDERFUL NEWS. what animanga are you into right now? because so many of my animanga friends have been sucked into kpop (oops like i was last year) and never emerged since. ; A ;

yes yes, definitely! that'll be more reasons to look forward to the holidays, won't it! * A * HAHA oh cindy, you're just like me. XD i'm not that well acquainted with my home as well. orz mostly just interesting shopping malls and places to um... eat. * q * /shot

(flops around room together PFFT haha we're such dorks :"D) hehe thank you for the reassurance ♥ i'll definitely be taking a break for now. gosh, the guys i know are going into the army almost right away and some of the girls are already going for their jobs. XD i don't know if they're amazing or really sad. D: good stamina!!

KEKEKE reading your comments always make me laugh. (PINCHES YOUR CHEEKS) hehe tell me if you do watch it! and man i know right? especially that particular concert when they made the elfs sing with them. ;_; aw man, i was nearly touched to tears. ;____; especially when teukie started crying! T-TWO HUNDRED BUCKS D": i'm definitely start to save right now. but you know, these days my priorities are all over the place. orz i'm not even sure if i want to blow all my savings on a concert, or spend it buying artbooks. orz asd;lfkjasdf so many expensive hobbies. orz

[numbuh_009]

I've been getting back into Bleach mostly. Dengeki Daisy and Kaichou wa Maid-sama are the only shoujo mangas I like. Code Breaker and Kuroshitsuji~ And sometime in the future I'm going to watch Hetalia. And then Code Geass again XD Hehe, the pull of kpop is undeniable. Few can withstand the force of it, much less come out of it unscathed XD

Holidays are a much welcomed break~ In our defense, places to eat and the mall are pretty much the most important places to go wherever you may be. An important part of the culture *nods*

Wow, such hard working people. Most people I know are making good use of their time the same was we are *cough* I wonder how people constantly work all the time like that...

Isn't the sequel to Dream High coming out soon? I think that was SS1. And YES, I TOTALLY BAWLED DURING THAT PERFORMANCE ;A; I don't think anyone can really take it when leader starts crying TT_TT The other seats should be cheaper, but yeah, I too am not entirely sure that I should be dropping that amount of money even if it's for SuJu OTL Why must things be so expensive?

[ciette]

i haven't watched/read bleach since many years ago D: but i'm reading kaichou atm too, man, i love the usui/misaki dynamics. :"> i've read a little of dengeki daisy, but i haven't caught up with it in a long time, i'm considering picking it up again! HAHA i just finished rewatching kuroshit ii with my friend yesterday! XD do you watch or read it? AND I'VE WATCHED HETALIAAAA IT'S GOOD *_* i also really love code geass, especially season two and ROLO♥
omg sorry i spammed so much. but i'm so glad we have so many interests in common A;SLDKFJA

true that. i've been trying to control myself from going out because... going out = eating because THE DELICIOUS FOOD. i'm going out with my friend later this week and he's going to drag me to eat chocolate lava cake. BYE BYE DIET

i know. x_x don't you burn out or something? don't you go mentally unstable? i know i would...

yes it is! but it has a different cast so i'm not sure if i'm still going to watch it. ' o ' I BAWLED TOO ;_; i'm with you there about the investment too... it's suju but... with uni costs and ehhem other priorities in mind... @_@ i heard tickets sold out in indonesia in like 19 minutes O_O

[numbuh_009]

It's been a while since my Bleach fandom days too, but I was surprised by how easily I got pulled back in :"> IKR? I love how they are "the strongest tag team" XD You should, you should! I don't know if it's just the shipping fangirl in me, but as I reread Dengeki Daisy, I saw a lot of Kurosaki/her brother whose name I've forgotten :'D I LOVE KUROSHITSUJI! UNDERTAKERRRRRRR! One day, I want to cosplay as Tanaka and sit in the corner with my green tea cup going "ohohohoho~" Okay, will watch Hetalia then :D CODE GEASS IS MY FAVORITE ANIME OF ALL TIME. I remember that's how we first bonded XD The second season is epic beyond words ;A;
Haha, it's welcomed! It's been so long since I've spazzed over these old fandoms~

Chocolate lava cake = any diet's worst foe. I think it's easier to control yourself while school is in because for me, breaks pretty much mean free for all :'D

I would too...That's why I want to be a writer~ Then I can laze around brainstorm all day!

Ah, I see. I don't really like it when there are sequels but the cast is different :/ Yeah, as much as I love SuJu and have going to a SS as a life goal, right now is really not a good time financially ;~; Whoa. Not to mention having to pounce on those tickets like your life depended on it...

[ciette]

are there any pairings you ship in bleach? ' o ' i watched that before i got properly educated on the goodness of fandom and shipping (cough) so i'm really curious! LOL oh dear cindy, your shipper lenses! XD though orz i'm guilty of that as well. sometimes, some subtext is way too misleading 8'D HAHAHA OMG THAT WOULD BE EPIC, with the monocle at all! his chibi version is also so legit, it's hilarious. CINDY YOU MUST DO IT, I WILL CONDUCT A PERSONAL PHOTOSHOOT FOR YOU 8D oh yes, i do remember♥ sobs it really was ;____; and i also love fukuyama jun's voice!! he has such a semi-epic and charming voice.

oh god i'm dying ;_; why did i just google those images, now i'm starving ;___; LOL dude i wish we had that kind of figure where you can stuff yourself and never get fat. i have a friend who keeps at bmi 18 no matter how much she eats!! how unfair is that. :"<

YEAH! an artist too! though, orz i guess we'd have deadlines to meet. but it's mostly at your own pace, which is great and so ideal. (｡´‿`｡)b

LOL IKR? sigh, ss4 tix orders are opening over here... my friends are all going ;_; one even invited me to go queuing up with her. but my parents are against it (and also, my savings (or there lackof) are under their control right now, which sucks), so i shall just try silent tears when february comes. ;___; now's indeed not the financial predicament! damn. ;_;

[numbuh_009]

The first time I got into Bleach, I too was not into fandom yet, so I still ship some of the het pairings like Ichigo/Rukia and Gin/Matsumoto. I like Hyourinmaru(shows up only in the anime only though)/Hitsugaya and Yoruichi/Soi Fong. My Bleach OTP is Kensei/Hisagi \o/ (have you reached the Vizards and their backstories yet?).

Haha, I can't help it! Once you put on the shipper lenses, your world is forever rose colored with slashy love~ Chibi Tanaka is so awesome! I WILL BE THE BEST MODEL EVER *strikes pose with my milk mustache* His voice just compels you to say, "yes, my lord" ;A; (speaking of which, I realized that Sebastian says "yes my lord" the same way they do on Code Geass)

IKR? Then we can stuff ourselves with chocolate things and not have to worry ;A; So jealous!! Whenever I eat, I get a food baby :"<

THAT'S WHEN YOU PULL AN ALL NIGHTER THE DAY BEFORE YOUR DEADLINE AND DO EVERYTHING YOU WERE GIVEN MONTHS TO DO IN 24 HOURS :'D Not to mention if you make it big, you get to travel around the world to promote and all :Db

Aww, is it because they are against spending so much money? ;A; DUUUDE, I saw that the mosh pits tickets were actually closer to $300 TT_TT WHY CRUEL WORLD?!

[ciette]

hehe i love ichigo/rukia too! i used to ship it subconsciously, i think! i reached the vizards, and i remember hisagi (the 69 dude! the guy who corrupted me into finding out the numbers meant!) but i have no idea who kensei is. D:

OMG HE REALLY DOES ; A ; you know, i seriously love it when they have these hierarchy quirks!! "yes your highness" "yes my lord" A;SLKDJFAKSDFASD i don't understand why but it's extremely exciting♥ /SHOT

OMG FOODBABIES WHY DO YOU CALL THEM THAT CINAMMON!! now i'm starting to get scared, what if the food foetus starts crawling up my oesophagus, out of my stomach and strangles me at night... ; A ;

>THAT'S WHEN YOU PULL AN ALL NIGHTER THE DAY BEFORE YOUR DEADLINE AND DO EVERYTHING YOU WERE GIVEN MONTHS TO DO IN 24 HOURS
OH DAMN NIGHTMARES AND NIGHTMARES D: omg i hate rushing work, but somehow when it comes to art... rushing seems inevitable. :| is writing like that too? but traveling is totally fun, but i have mixed feelings D: have you heard of the artist zemotion? she's a brilliant photographer and people all over the world employ her for work, but she has a blog where she reveals that she feels extremely lonely because she's all over the place ;A;

OMG D: D: D: that's insane!! apparently the server crashed when tickets were up XDDD crazy fangirls do not care about extravagant prices ; A ;

[numbuh_009]

Ichigo spent the entire first hundred chapters or so trying to rescue her; I think this ship cannot be denied. DUDE! Kensei is the Vizard with silver hair and his shikai is a short hunting knife (wears a black wife beater and cargo pants). Kensei is totally where Hisagi got his 69 tattoo from (LOL, your innocence was soiled)! Um, should I give spoilers or do you plan on continuing the series?

OMGOMG, I totally have this huge thing for master/servant relationships! 8D It's just so ridiculously sexy! <3

LOL, because when I eat too much, I have an unsightly bulge in the stomach area XD Holy cow, that's some horror movie thing going on right there D:

I have yet to have any deadlines for my writings, but I suspect it will be the same situation ;~; Googled her and, wow, her photography is gorgeous! That's so sad! D: I've always been under the impression that people in creative fields were very lonely though ;A; *glomps you*

I can't even...So I take it you're not going?

[ciette]

HEHE EXACTLY. but there's always that issue about the orihime backhugging (correct me if i'm wrong? i just saw a panel somewhere) scene and ichigo going in to save her from... people with holes in their stomachs (okay sorry for the primitive description, it's been years and for the love of god i can't remember what they're called LOL) does ichigo every reciprocate her feelings? SPOIL MEEEE
oh man, i still can't remember him! spoil me spoil meee i'm kinda wondering if bleach is worth catching up with - i'm kinda tempted to catch up with either naruto/bleach but i can't decide which XD

SO DO IIIIII ♥ especially with dark undertones, it just makes it perfect. * q * speaking of master and servant, do you have an iphone? because there's this hilarious japanese butler app which allows you to touch him (it doesn't get explicit i.e. his clothes never comes off) but it's so lulz hahaha

LOL OH CINNAMON that is so cute XDDD b-be sure to get an x-ray, it might be true... ; A ; (sorry, i see to see the scariest scenarios in everything LOL)

i know right ; A ; it's okay, lonely people like us should keep each other company! it's really seriously sad ;___; i have a personal artist friend who receives so much praise for her work but falls into depression very frequently as well. it's scaryyyy (HUGS TIGHT)

yeah i can't ;_; my mum kinda made a deal with me to fund my tix if i did well for my national exams, but, unexpectedly, ss4 is earlier than the result release! (FACEPALMS) so i lost my only hope orz

[numbuh_009]

(They're called arrancars. Basically Aizen's revamped Hollow henchmen) I sincerely doubt it. He seems to see her purely as a friend. I will be really upset if he suddenly has a thing for her. Eh, Kensei is kind of a forgettable minor character TBH. So way back when, all the Vizards use to be captains and vice capatains of the Gotei 13. Kensei was captain was division 9 and on mission one day, he saves a kid (guess who~). He tries to make the kid stop crying by telling him to smile and be glad he was alive. The kid sees the 69 tattoo Kensei has on his stomach and years later, gets it on his cheek. Okay, lame explanation that was way too long ;A;

BLEACH! \o/ I use to be really into Naruto, but IDK, it kind of got repetitive for me and I lost interest. Bleach is still interesting even though the last arc was a bit disappointing.

I have an iPod touch so it might work. OMG, what genius thought up this app?! I've got to download me a butler!

*flails* But what would a food baby look like I wonder...

You know, it'd be so cool if we could travel together :D I'm sorry; I hope she gets better ;~; It is! I have this deep rooted fear that I will get depression and commit suicide as many great authors/artists have a tendency to do *hugs*

OMG, that is such terrible timing ;A; When do your results come out? It's alright; SS5 will probably stop by Singapore! Also, it's better quality to watch the DVD when it comes out anywho. And who wants to be pushed and shoved by rabid fangirls as you try to get a small glimpse of the boys? And having to stand there for like 5 hours when you can watch HD on your computer in the luxury of your room? *comforting ourselves*

[ciette]

(oh yes, thanks for the reminder! gosh my memory) i think the same way too! he does seem genuinely concerned for her but her feelings seem largely one-sided. ooh man, that's a cute backstory! but poor kid, i wonder if he ever knew 69 meant. kensei sounds like a dirty man to have 69 on his stomach of all things :9 HAHA did the mangaka ever explain the reason for the number 69? but thanks for the explanation! it does sound adorable. um... is kensei still alive. O_O i always get the feeling all the senior members are dead. orz

okay, i'll take your word for it!♥ btw, are you watching the anime/reading the manga? for some reason, i always have a bias for anime because i love seiyuus * A *

HAHAHA DO IT!! omg it's extremely lulz to bring around with you too! when i'm bored, i show it to my friends (even those who are not used to japanese culture) and they experience great culture shock and are horrified. we are so desensitised 8'> /high five

YES, THAT WOULD BE AWESOME! i think the possibilities of traveling together with someone else lessens the chances of going insane. i'm with you there, i have that kind of fear as well! especially when we get into the working world, i bet the stress will push us into thinking funny stuff. ;_; let's keep in contact and talk about art/writing so we never go insane!! (hugs)

LOL OH CINNAMON i read your comforting and it totally plastered this mad grin on my face XDDD cough i know right. why endure fangirls screaming into your ears, when you can hear eunhae's voices right beside you through your earphones? plus we can even save the money to buy 10 albums in future or something! un un. (nods) tsk tsk fangirls, priorities, priorities

[numbuh_009]

I think Orihime would be better off with Ishida or someone who isn't preoccupied with saving the world all the time. I think Hisagi got the tattoo in the Academy days so he should...I feel really bad for him if he didn't XD IKR? What is Kensei doing with that number on his stomach anyways? No, there was never an explanation or anything O_o Yup, Kensei is with the Vizards, who live in the real world. They haven't shown up yet in this new arc/after the time skip, but I'm pretty sure they're still there.

I'm reading the manga. I watched the anime up to season 7 I think and season 13. I love the seiyuus too, but I just can't stand it when the animation is bad ;A; Do you know the seiyuu who does Grimjoww? *Q*

Where's the culture shock in touching your butler? *whistles innocently* LOL, we are indeed \o

Company definitely would be great for our mental health. Oh cruel world ;~; Definitely *glomps* <3

You said it! Clear sound quality is something those concerts won't have! And yes, that money could be used for something more lasting! *nods self-righteously* We have our priorities straight

[ciette]

she needs a stable lifestyle. however, she seems to need someone manly to balance out her estrogen. i bet the only reason she doesn't like ishida is cause he doesn't seem very manly. (speaking of ishida, lots of people pair him with ichigo and i find that hilarious XD) now that's interesting. i must admit i thought the vizards were kinda cool... who was that, shinji? though lol bleach art never fails to make it hard for me to like characters much for some reason orz or maybe it's just the anime art. the animation is bad indeed.
i've heard of that seiyuu but i'm not very familiar with him! what about him? ^ ^

LOL indeed. hey it's all about being more open minded. /fondles

indeed!!! i can comfort myself into thinking... at least my number one bias heechul ain't there. (though my number two, hyukkie...!! NONONONO) it's okay, i bought their album last year! they'll feel the love! until then, we'll support them from afar, shan't we, cindy? ;_;

[numbuh_009]

I laughed at your comment until I realized that hey, Ishida really isn't manly at all. Then I laughed more. Maybe Chad, the big friendly giant (I too find that amusing. Although I can see where they are coming from...). The art for Bleach has definitely changed over the years. I admit that I'm partial to the art during the Soul Society arc and am a tad disappointed with the changes. But yeah, some of the characters are really...unique looking aren't they? :">
He's my favorite seiyuu EVAAAR! He also does the Undertaker \o/

That's the spirit Belle! (*wibbles* B-but, he'll still be there next year right? ;A;) Indeed we shall! We don't need to be there physically screaming and passing out for them to feel our support! We can do that in the privacy of our homes (also it's less embarrassing :D) and still love them!