Oct 04, 2011 20:34
Hullo there. its the first week of october, and the last week of the term. Which means, finals. For this finals, we only have one exam per day. So, in all seriousness, our first day exam is natural science. WHICH IS. I DON'T KNOW. We had to learn in the hard way. But our professor said its the best way to learn --- natural science. Maybe not only that. I don't know what to feel right now. I had deadlines to finish. And I end up accomplishing nothing. I'm nervous. I ended up eating 3/4 of the stick-o. Sabi ko na nga ba, yun ang mapapagtripan ko. Tang-ina, parang gusto kong uminom bago mag-exam. O mag-yosi. Pampatanggal stress. Feeling ko kasi, the more mag-binge eating ako, mas lalo akong na-se-stress.
Test is over. And I don't know what to fucking do. Naiyak ako sa sobrang frustration. Nag-aral ako. Pero parang kahit isa sa inaral ko, walang lumabas. Wala lang. Masakit kasi. Pero regardless, dapat pumasa ako. Di baleng hindi ko siya makita ulit. Basta ba mairaos ko ang sem na ito na walang bagsak. Math naman bukas. Hindi pa ko nag-re-review. Ginagawa ko yung lit piece ko eh. Tsaka. Pagkatapos ng panga-gago ng Natural Science sa 'kin, tang-ina, pahinga muna. Takot pa ang puso. Hindi pa handa ang isip. Pagod pa ang katawan. Pero parang ang OA naman. LOL. Pero hindi rin eh. Basta. Matutulog akong mahimbing. At magrere-view. :))
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