cause his brown eyes tell me soo..
i don't know what you do to me, but it's obvious that it's something because even when i'm out having fun, you find a way to pop into my head. and i can't even sleep without dreaming of you. and when i'm alone, i'm wishing you were there with me. i may not love you how you want me to, i may not treat you like i should sometimes..but even when you think you know how much i care for you, you probably don't. and there comes a time in everyones life where they find their first love, and i'll be damned if i'm going to let that go. and my eyes hurt from lack of sleep..but know you're the first thing that i thought of when i woke up this morning. and who are we kidding? i love you and you love me. and i'd pass up every change to be with someone else because i'd think "they aren't perfect like he is".."they don't do what he does"..and that's when i know it's so wrong..it's right. thoughts are always running through my head lately..and yesterday, i'm not sure you understood what was wrong but you're my best friend..and i love you..and don't ever think for a minute that i don't because i cherish our friendship. you know, i wish you wouldn't act like you don't love him. but i know where you're coming from. i do. and it's wierd how you don't think anything of the person behind the counter and what they're all about and it's wierd how new oppertunities always seem to sneak up on you at no specific time but i am a person who believes that everything happens for a reason. and sometimes i act like i never made a mistake and i don't want to crawl back for more..but sometimes i feel like for you..i'd do just about anything. and i really don't like how people dislike you for no reason or how people stare at you and act like they don't know that you know. and last night a drunken man with his shirt off decided to try and open the door of the car i was in and i've never seen you cry until then but trust that i would never let anyone hurt you if i could stop it. never. and i just love how cops don't give a fuck that if you wouldn't have told me to lock the door..and i love how they ticket a teenager for no seatbelts..or 7 miles over the speed limit..but they don't do shit about a drunk man stumbling down the street at 11:00 at night, who just sexually harrassed some girls. and know that i'm emotionally scarred for life because that's the second time this weekend someone tried to get in the car when i was in the front seat. but i feel like a non-dangerous day is not an option. just not an option. and this is just a big run on sentence..but life wouldn't be life if it didn't always turn out that way. if it didn't always turn out this way.
