It happened around this time every year

Nov 10, 2010 07:20

I begin to feel the need for change, and usually it comes as we near the end of the year, it often begins around mid Nov as I begin to think about the following year and 2 biggest changes are better paying, more rewarding job/career and to be in a better financial position and replace the truck, those are the knowns but other things are slowly creeping in and it began to rear its head yesterday, that is, I am feeling a general malaise and an itch to even more, little things mainly but nothing concrete as  yet has been formed, but change, pushing myself mentally etc again.

I have been bunting reading in Dreamweaver of late and what I should do is jump into the chapters that begin teaching one how to build pages and I think once I see progress and have an actual page that loads and can be viewed properly, then I think that'll be the motivation to finish that up.

And changes at work and I'm slowly loosing my faith in my dear employer and am not totally sure I want to stick around anymore than is necessary, and that means even at another client site, it's my employer, not the sites that is I think becoming the craw here.

Add to that, I've not been inspiring myself AT ALL in many areas outside of my photography and even there, not really being all that creative or interesting many days.

Having a cluttered desk here at home isn't helping. I did, however, the other night moved a growing pile of receipts going back oh, 3 months off my desk to a basket of stuff to shred, gotta get onto that.

And finally, this weekend is the auto show on Saturday (it actually begins today) and Sunday is the art walk at Marie's (mhgagnon ) studio.

A warning that in the next few days, I hope to be posting 2 long auto related posts, so be forewarned.

misc, thoughts, change

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