Sep 13, 2008 11:07
Yes, very much so and there is a hint of anxiety in there as well I think for I have that slight gaggy feeling that comes when anxiety hits.
Awoke in a blah mood and it's a bit worse now.
I think just getting out will help. I need to make a run to Lake City to the locksmith to see about keys for the canopy and then drop by Value Village there to drop off some items I no longer want to keep.
Then it's come back and give the kitchen some needed attention and then go to the store for what I need for the memorial gathering this evening. I hope I'm in a better mood by then. Fortunately, it's not very long. 6-8PM is scheduled.
Was, or rather, still in the mood for a bit of a leather based romp and had asked my friend if he'd like to come up to morrow if free and he was not up to it so that didn't help my mood, of which was blah to begin with.
So we'll see what transpires as the day progresses. I did try to get a hold of my buddy David, but had to leave a VM at their home # for even today, his cell was turned off or in what is known by Verizon as standalone mode and by that I mean, the phone is on, but it won't receive phone calls and just diverts the incoming calls to VM or you can text him instead. I may try that later on.
I just want to get things moving ASAP on my end so I can better myself for the longer haul.
Meanwhile, need to gather up my things and bring the truck up to the front of the building so I can load it up and go.
mood,
errands