What is my life?
"And everytime you hear the rolling thunder
You turn around before the lightening strikes
And does it ever make you stop and wonder
If all your good times pass you by"
I think deep down I knew this was coming. I can't be trusted to make decisions for myself. I've let the fear dominate my existance, and its ruined me. Why couldnt I have figured it out sooner? More fear most likeley. And look where its gotten me now.
Most of the time I only post here when I'm down. I throw my little fit, and then I take it down the next day. I feel like I've forced you all to listen to my problems for long enough. Still, I'm not sure if I can do that this time. This is really the only voice I have anymore to let people know that shit is going wrong.
Its the fear thats done this to me. I dont know where it came from, but its been there my whole life. Its the reason for the indecisiveness, and all the apologies. But if you take too long to make a decision, someone makes it for you...
You turn around before the lightening strikes
And does it ever make you stop and wonder
If all your good times pass you by"
I think deep down I knew this was coming. I can't be trusted to make decisions for myself. I've let the fear dominate my existance, and its ruined me. Why couldnt I have figured it out sooner? More fear most likeley. And look where its gotten me now.
Most of the time I only post here when I'm down. I throw my little fit, and then I take it down the next day. I feel like I've forced you all to listen to my problems for long enough. Still, I'm not sure if I can do that this time. This is really the only voice I have anymore to let people know that shit is going wrong.
Its the fear thats done this to me. I dont know where it came from, but its been there my whole life. Its the reason for the indecisiveness, and all the apologies. But if you take too long to make a decision, someone makes it for you...