May 22, 2005 23:00
this sucks
Not just sorta sucks, but really, really sucks.
I knew I needed a change, and I had said I need time off from work long enough that I'd get antsy to get back to work, but THIS is not what I had in mind. Knowing, in the back of my mind, that I haven't got a job to go back to after however long, that I haven't got a regular paycheck coming, I can't just sit back and relax and enjoy the time off.
I need to win one of those Win For Life lotto things - but that would take money, and I haven't got enough to spare right now...
this sucks