[goodbye]
so im going to try and write an accurate analysis of everything thats happened in the last 36 hours.
[begin]
i dont remember what i did for Christmas Eve. Christmas, i woke up at noon, opened presents. my mom wasnt happy cause she was sick. it didnt feel like Christmas but i did my best to make it the best. then i went to kendalls, she gave me some new pants and a picture thing. thank you :) then i went to joshs he showed me his rad new ride cymball. after that i came home, had dinner, myspaced. i gave becca her present. then i went back to kendalls. we had fun. christmas lights and a mountain. plus the blockbuster. but i was out of it after that. then i went over to kasi's
[kasi]
the most amazing woman i know. woman, because she is just laksjerst. ive never met a girl like her, and never will again. im going to miss you. i love you
so we talked. i drove home, crying. i called becca, she helped me feel better. im still on the phone with her, but im not saying anything cause im writing this.
[future]
i leave in less than 24 hours. im not ready. tonight is not the night i thought id have before i left. tomorrow is not the day i expected i was going to have. but He knows whats going to happen. i just want Him to hold me.
goodbye everyone.
end.
[begin]
i dont remember what i did for Christmas Eve. Christmas, i woke up at noon, opened presents. my mom wasnt happy cause she was sick. it didnt feel like Christmas but i did my best to make it the best. then i went to kendalls, she gave me some new pants and a picture thing. thank you :) then i went to joshs he showed me his rad new ride cymball. after that i came home, had dinner, myspaced. i gave becca her present. then i went back to kendalls. we had fun. christmas lights and a mountain. plus the blockbuster. but i was out of it after that. then i went over to kasi's
[kasi]
the most amazing woman i know. woman, because she is just laksjerst. ive never met a girl like her, and never will again. im going to miss you. i love you
so we talked. i drove home, crying. i called becca, she helped me feel better. im still on the phone with her, but im not saying anything cause im writing this.
[future]
i leave in less than 24 hours. im not ready. tonight is not the night i thought id have before i left. tomorrow is not the day i expected i was going to have. but He knows whats going to happen. i just want Him to hold me.
goodbye everyone.
end.