You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded....

[cicatrices]

This weekend hardly went as planned. Oh well. That's life. Gotta roll with the punches. Talked to David tonight. Made me feel shitty. I figured, though, rather than blame David, I should take the blame, because really, he was just telling me stuff that I already knew, mainly about problems with myself. Kinda gave me a big confidence boost. We'll see how that works out. I've also been listening to that Sunscreen song again. It's got me in an upbeat mood. If anyone hasn't heard it yet, make a point of it. It's pretty much changed my life. I've kinda realized just now that I don't have much of interest to say. Actually, I have lots to say, but, for once, I don't feel like writing it here. Oh well. I love all of you.

<3- John.