Dec 24, 2012 23:26
Dear God, yesterday I had a thought. It dawned on me that sleeping pills and/or aids are a lot more reliable than you! Now I know that they say God sometimes says wait or not now, but look, there are times you know what you need. I have more faith in my melatonin pills than you! At least they work most of the time, and don't ask the world of me and give so little in return. Seriously, I've been patient enough.
Of course I still believe in the beauty of the divine, permeating this universe. Unfortunately, I'm just not terribly sure if the divine really cares, that's all.