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So much emptiness inside of me. There is hurt, sorrow, pain, happiness, and sadness all in there. One day there is a smile, the next a frown. There have been mood swings, there have been tears....some over something, some over nothing. There have been thoughts...All of this has been going threw my head. Just thinking about me, thinking about what I need. And I know what I need to do, and it will bring me back to me. Im looking forward to what will come next. Im looking forward to getting things out, to having that person to talk to about things. But then again I am also scared. Scared of what might be brought up, scared of just about everything. But I have been putting it off for way too long, and its time. Its time for me to do something for me. For the first time in my life I know what I want, I know exactly what I need to do. And this is a great feeling. I have waited too long to have this feeling for myself. And I want to continue to have this great feeling inside of me.....
I hope that this doesnt scare anyone. Im fine, dont worry. But I would like to thank Boog. Boog, thank you soo much for basically slapping this wake-up call in my face. Thank you for pushing me, and more importantly thank you for holding my hand. I really needed a kick in the ass, and I want to thank you for giving it to me. I love you girl...
Heres to what will come for, for me, Alecia Renee Weddle.......
I hope that this doesnt scare anyone. Im fine, dont worry. But I would like to thank Boog. Boog, thank you soo much for basically slapping this wake-up call in my face. Thank you for pushing me, and more importantly thank you for holding my hand. I really needed a kick in the ass, and I want to thank you for giving it to me. I love you girl...
Heres to what will come for, for me, Alecia Renee Weddle.......