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lyndastanton December 14 2004, 00:38:38 UTC
i havent heard from you for a while, will you still help me? what do you on christmas when all the food is there and it looks so yummy? i hope you will still be my friend. i think god had me find you for help.

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cibsy December 14 2004, 00:45:58 UTC
of course i'll still help you. im actually jewish so i dont do christmas but if it's anything like thanksgiving i eat a little bit of everything and stop when i feel full. It can be hard because there is so much food but just don't let it overwhelm you, try a little taste of everything and if u like one thing more then go ahead and eat more of it, it's only one day. You can do it, don't let ED win. You are strong. You deserve to eat and keep it in. trust me!!!

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lyndastanton December 14 2004, 03:04:55 UTC
how much is too much though? i weigh 86 pounds now and i think that is too much. i don't want to gain weight but the food is so good. i feel that writing in ths journal is good, but you're the only one who wants to help me. youre lucky, you only do surveys on your jounral, you dont need to write our your feelings. didyou used to feel how i feel. i wish i was dead, did you feel ike that?

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cibsy December 14 2004, 17:04:13 UTC
oh no i do write more in my journal. i didnt realize i ddint add u as a friend. i make all my entries private. I will add you now. 86lbs is way to thin. You def. need to be more then 100. I used to wish i was dead because living with an ed just completely sucks, but now i love my life, i love my friends, and i've never been so happy.

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lyndastanton December 14 2004, 19:18:06 UTC
i'll have to read and see what you feel too. how much do you weigh? did you ever cut yourself?

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cibsy December 14 2004, 21:43:21 UTC
im not exactly sure how much i weigh. i weigh more then u at this point though, and i cut myself once but it was dumb.

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