another day
How do you conquer your world when the world around you is crumbling. Are you meant to do this all by yourself? THink* I need to believe that he really does want to help. That at the end of the day there is love. A feeling which will conquer both worlds. Are we adults? Are we children pushed into a position our parents can't handle through the long ending feeling of failure which seems all in all made up in our heads. The height of expectation is driven in our minds to make others feel good since we are just as much a failure. Why are two people who understand one another forced into a harsh and bruttle situation. A war of mind games and manipulation. I don't know about you but I'd rather be kicked in the head than mocked by the one person in your family you love the most. Why can't I just run? Running made it worse.