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Right now two bunnies are stalking the garden. It is so darn cute I can't bear to run them off.
For the first 3 days, the fish would hide from me when I fed them...hee.
My cats remain totally pissed off...poor things.
I am feeling more myself with added illuminations recently. I have been researching verbal abuse a little bit online and it has opened some things up for me about my failed marriage...about some things that I have been holding on to.
I had my interview today for the Radiologic Technology program and do not think that I did very well at all. Bummer. But if I don't get in this year, I believe that I will next year. They basically told me that even though I have an excellent record and high ACT scores, there are others that have the same that have higher points than I do. Damn it. Fewer people applied this year and they are accepting fewer. 178 applied; they interviewed 46 of them and they're taking 25.
I talked to my Dad, he fell asleep on the phone in midsentence (I think that he was asleep...his sentence turned into "rrrrrrrrrr"). I am worried about him. He keeps talking about wanting to live long enough to do some specific things.
I want peace. I am not good at giving myself peace during stressful periods. I cannot soothe myself very well.
For the first 3 days, the fish would hide from me when I fed them...hee.
My cats remain totally pissed off...poor things.
I am feeling more myself with added illuminations recently. I have been researching verbal abuse a little bit online and it has opened some things up for me about my failed marriage...about some things that I have been holding on to.
I had my interview today for the Radiologic Technology program and do not think that I did very well at all. Bummer. But if I don't get in this year, I believe that I will next year. They basically told me that even though I have an excellent record and high ACT scores, there are others that have the same that have higher points than I do. Damn it. Fewer people applied this year and they are accepting fewer. 178 applied; they interviewed 46 of them and they're taking 25.
I talked to my Dad, he fell asleep on the phone in midsentence (I think that he was asleep...his sentence turned into "rrrrrrrrrr"). I am worried about him. He keeps talking about wanting to live long enough to do some specific things.
I want peace. I am not good at giving myself peace during stressful periods. I cannot soothe myself very well.