passion renewal
I miss blogging.
Writing in general… I used to be able to express myself better in writing. But yeah… I’ve learned to be more talkative & expressive over time… thus the hiatus of my blog pages.
I’ve let go of my blogspot & xanga for good. Too much maintenance time I most definitely don’t have. Yes, these ramblings… my random thoughts in writing - it’s what’s stopping me from deleting my Friendster & Multiply accounts. I still haven’t figured out a way to consolidate everything in one blogsite. Actually just when I thought of putting everything in one blog site, I stopped myself. Why? Because it would defy the sense of my blog timelines.
You see, my Multiply entries (A Glimpse of Neverland) were written during my philosophical phase… during the time when I was feeling less creative & I thought I was losing my touch on writing. My Friendster journal entries (An Extension of Alter Egos) were written at the height of my emotional breakdown. My LJ… well LJ has always been my refuge… my first blog love… and so I return to LJ at some point.
Yes, LJ is my first blog love. My FS & Multiply blogs are but mistresses-another side of me. I guess that finalized my decision not to delete those accounts. They’re there for hyperlinking purposes *grins*.
I have, however, locked my entries to “Friends”… that is except for my FS entries. They’re too depressing to lock. Haha! People love depressing posts somehow. Oh well, I don’t even know why I’m explaining.
Okay back to my original train of thought…
I miss being able to write all my thoughts away… defying the need to talk to someone else about it. Yes, it may be a bit anti-social but who the hell cares, right? Not everyone can tolerate the depths of my thoughts, anyway. Only a select few can truly understand how my mind works.
So what’s stopping me from blogging?
Nothing really. It’s just that I haven’t had the time to really sit down & write. Also, it’s partly because my overwhelming thoughts can be fleeting in nature I can’t quite keep up.
So now, I’m planning on having a project. Actually, this is the beginning of that project.
“Blog Reboot”
This is sort of like a public declaration that I will commit to writing again. I know it sounds silly but this is something that I need to do for myself whether or not someone reads me.
The goal: to write about something at least every other day... whether or not it's interesting... it could be about anything, anyone, whatever. Steep goal. haha! I dunno how I'd manage t0 find the time to do that but I will.
The purpose: to renew my passion in writing.
*Will be locking all entries again after this one. You have to be signed up for LJ to read me. ;)