to think...sigh
sigh... I just talked with my friend from the UK on the phone for 40 mins. Told him about what I have been going through. he just doesn't understand. I told him at the end of the conversation that I loved him and he just hung up. I think that's why I keep so much to myself. I know he worries about me and all but things like that really hurt me. I
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i understand how it is to be "different" than most people, and alot of people just dont want to relate at all to what your experiencing, and my motto is if people dont like/accept you for who you are (and not just one facet of yourself) then FUCK THEM!
i know it sounds harsh, and i keep repeating it myself but...
W E C A N N O T E S C A P E
E N D U R E T H E E N D L E S S O R F A L L
you can either turn your lifes "faults/curses/gifts/failures" into strength and learn from it, or you can let it cripple you and make you weaker, and drugs will only make you weaker dear, in my opinion it is best to deal with the source of the "problem" and learn to grow with it and understand it the best you can until there is no more "problem" or no longer seen as one.
your strong, just beleive in yourself, and look for other people who will help along the way.
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Yah it's been harsh but It think I will make it, glass of wine in hand, but will make it lol. I know drugs aren't the way, but I believe it is a control issue. I don't do hardcore drugs anymore so at least what I take is either prescribed or over the counter.
But your right, we cannot escape, and I must endure the endless. Good points. I know ppl who can help me but I don't like to show myself as weak, I try and stay strong so those around me try and stay strong. I'm not sure if being strong all the time is the answer but it has worked so far.
Anyhow, not sure what else to write if I think of something I'll add it. Thanks again :)
xoxo.
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