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DISCLAIMER: hindi ito lablayp. PERIOD! :))
Minsan nahihirapan akong maging masaya. I can't pretend to be happy at this moment. I can still see and look at this circumstance in a positive way. But right now, I really cannot be happy to the fullest. I really have a broken heart. Ang sakit sakit sa puso. At times like this, I need to draw strength from God. I'm holding it in ever since. And right now, I really want this to end, this painful feeling. Nasasaktan lang ako, pero hindi ko magawang magalit at ayaw ko dahil mahal ko siya. Alam ko ring hindi lang ako ang nasaktan at may pinagdadaanan, pero hopefully, everything will be alright. I know, this will, in His time.
This is my saddest time of the year, so far. I hope this will be the last.
Psalm 34:18
The LORD is close to the brokenhearted; he rescues those whose spirits are crushed.