Back in the Twilight Zone
It has been a weird weekend. There were parts that were really good, parts that were really fun, parts that were intimidating but turned out okay, and parts that were just surreal. I still can't believe I packed so much into a single day.
Unfortunately, as with all things, there has been aftermath. And I've spent the better part of today dealing with that. But, even the aftermath has been weird. There was the expected - tears, anger, honesty, and misunderstanding. But there was also other stuff, and I've been left with an oddly unsettled feeling in the pit of my stomach that won't go away, and an unsurety as to what this week will bring me.
I don't like this, when the world tilts so strangely below my feet. I did it to myself, I'll be the first to admit that, and I'll gladly shoulder all the blame. But, things are different. I am different, and something tells me that I shouldn't handle this like all of the others.
Unfortunately, as with all things, there has been aftermath. And I've spent the better part of today dealing with that. But, even the aftermath has been weird. There was the expected - tears, anger, honesty, and misunderstanding. But there was also other stuff, and I've been left with an oddly unsettled feeling in the pit of my stomach that won't go away, and an unsurety as to what this week will bring me.
I don't like this, when the world tilts so strangely below my feet. I did it to myself, I'll be the first to admit that, and I'll gladly shoulder all the blame. But, things are different. I am different, and something tells me that I shouldn't handle this like all of the others.