why me...
i dunno what it is with me...always seems that when i think things r going well in my life they come right bakc and bite me in the ass...i just dont understand how i cant have a one week without something really bad happening...maybe i'm being taught a lesson or something but honestly its really hard to learn it...
today for some reason when i got to school i knew something was wrong...iono what it was but i could just tell that something bad was going to happen...anyways 1st hour was good...i got all my math homework done and i really understood what i was doing...i felt really good that i got something in there accomplished because that class has been especially hard for me lately...anyways to second hour i get pulled out along with a couple other people in my class because the other day they stole some photo paper from a grl and somehow i'm getting blamed just as much as them just for being there...so i have to go to freshstart at douglas for the next 5 school days...thats sux so much cuz i'm gunna get SOOO behind in my classes...and i have no ride home from there...like i'd be happy to wait till someone i know at douglas gets out but i dont really know anyone there that has a car...i wish i did that would make the whole situation 1000 times better...yeh so now i just have to hope this girl's parents dont press criminal charges because i could be ina ALOT more trouble if they do cuz i'm 18 now so i'm an adult...i'm just really scared
i just am so tired of all this stuff happening to me and i cant take it nemore...i just am breaking down and i need someone to be there for me...i'm sick to my stomach thinking about all this...i realize that all this is happening because i'm stupid but i guess i just wish i wasnt so stupid...is that so much to ask for?
today for some reason when i got to school i knew something was wrong...iono what it was but i could just tell that something bad was going to happen...anyways 1st hour was good...i got all my math homework done and i really understood what i was doing...i felt really good that i got something in there accomplished because that class has been especially hard for me lately...anyways to second hour i get pulled out along with a couple other people in my class because the other day they stole some photo paper from a grl and somehow i'm getting blamed just as much as them just for being there...so i have to go to freshstart at douglas for the next 5 school days...thats sux so much cuz i'm gunna get SOOO behind in my classes...and i have no ride home from there...like i'd be happy to wait till someone i know at douglas gets out but i dont really know anyone there that has a car...i wish i did that would make the whole situation 1000 times better...yeh so now i just have to hope this girl's parents dont press criminal charges because i could be ina ALOT more trouble if they do cuz i'm 18 now so i'm an adult...i'm just really scared
i just am so tired of all this stuff happening to me and i cant take it nemore...i just am breaking down and i need someone to be there for me...i'm sick to my stomach thinking about all this...i realize that all this is happening because i'm stupid but i guess i just wish i wasnt so stupid...is that so much to ask for?