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well yesterday... went 2 the beach and saw the coolest person ever. my really good friend denna who just got back from two years in puerto rico omg im so happy ur back n we have plans for friday. ahhh yea im excited. so ive been running because cross country is comming up and i have 2 be in shape or jamie will leave me in the dust this year! haha i love u so yeah running n doing my workouts. fun. haha then 2day i hung out with victoria n laura all day n i had sooo much fun. lol but i can tell u guys one thing im sooooo over all of the crap thats comes with having a relationship even a friendship with johnny. i mean i get his little (excuse me but its true) beochs who like " u think johnny loves u he doesnt love u he hates u" o yeah well im not the one calling him ill garuantee u that. no ma am after he dated another girl and only wants 2 be my friend right now psh please he can call me if im so important. lol but yeah def oo netly over these chicks. i dun care what he does any more i love the kid 2 death but it wouldnt suprise me if he dated like 8 more girls broke his promises 2 me n everything little do ppl kno but this kids paid me back but i dun care cuz ive worried about what he thinks and how he feels n how i can make him happy for 7 months now with nothing in return so lol ill continuing caring when he starts caring and until then he can be with whoever he wants whenever doing whatever because depending what he does depends on wether we ever work out n i want all you girls 2 kno that if johnny called me right now and said i dont ever wana be ur bf again just ur friend i said alright as long as u keep them (excuse me again) hoes off me. lol haha anyway because i kno johnny knos who i am n what we had n the reason he holds on is because he knos he wont ever had what we had with some other girl and even if he could he doesnt wana have it with anyone but me (and the same goes for me im just over waiting n hurting so lol)anyways im leaving bye