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a smaller # he is compared to my larger # ,thats what confuses me. never have #s been a problem and it wont be if he tries too. we went out and that was it.i was with him instead of my friends. the # of callers was incredible one after another so i put my cell on silent. i dont know if i did right?? now i await to speak to him but he doesnt get it. i try to be blunt but in what way i dont know how for the first tome in my life hes just different and complex. its driving me crazy!!! i dotnw ant to bother with him ..but i cant i see him every day and afterschool sometimes... i wish i didnt know him because now im breaking my proise ot mylsef ....others see and others judge but what they dont know is that they do it too...the paoint and say #'s but theyd otn know..actually id otn know it wait and i still wait..being impatient im not waiting anymore ill tell him what i gotta tell him and wait . ..