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I ask that you not judge me, despite the fact that i know you will. You will if you have half a conscience, half a mind, half a brain. Tonight, I convinced a man to cheat on his fiancee. They had been dating for 6 years and to be married in just one month. I did not do it out of spite pursee, i did not do it out of lust though i wished i had, i did not do it out of any personal gain at all. And I assure you with all my heart that it was all due to me. I could have stopped it at any point, in fact, without my effort it wouldve never happened at all. I instigated every step with diabolical effort and precision,. The Devil himself could have not done a better job. Why though? If not for personal gain? I simply did it because I was curious if I could. Does that make me a bad person? No. It makes me a horrible person. My lack of humanity is the catalyst for these deeds. And these deeds are a testament to what i have lost.