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its interesting how life works out isnt it? i know this sounds like a general and quite obvious statement, but its true. bear with me. i look around at the people who i know and know of and i see such a range of ... lives. i see friends who are very active and doing thing about the issues in this world. and then i'll see old classmates wasting their lives. i mean i've always know that this would happen, but ... i guess maybe turning 21 makes you subconciously think about life. ... or maybe im just doing what i normally do ... anyways ... i find myself inspired by those who are being something and learning and using their time to grow and make a difference, but simultaneously i cant help but feel people may look at me and see a wasted life. and this naturally leads to the question "what am i doing with my life?" which leads to "what kind of legacy will i leave?" or will i even leave one. i'd like to think i would, but im not so sure ... if im remembered for being a local dj who was good ... for wpi standards ... i dunno ... ive always thought i was destined for greatness ... and not to say its not too late, but it feels like i'm too far gone ... that im beyond the point of maximizing my potential i dunno