Dec 24, 2004 01:07
the truth is im disappointed in myself for failing a class ... i was doing so well ... i dont want to overload twice my sr. year ... savain seems confident i can do it ... but its just i want to chill my last year ... but i dont want to take 5 years ... im pretty upset about the education system in america nowadays ... its just ... flawed... dont get me wrong there are some good things about it .... but ... well look at it like this ... at wpi, i took all the engineering basics courses physics calc chem blah blah blah ... then soph year i went to civil and struggled with that ... at the midpoint, i was told it got easier ... so instead of doing mgt. like i wanted i stayed .... shows that it didnt get easier ... so i switched at the end of the year, but to graduate on time i'd need to overload at least three terms out of the next 8. all becuase i didnt like the majors i had tried ... this is where i do not like how its set up... i guess i feel im being penalized for trying things out. i only failed 3 classes ... well now 4 and the first three were out of major ... so here i am once again disheartened by the system ... by the man if you will ... and i like savain said must buckle down and just get it done ... i just wish i went to another school ... you know one that embraces hmmm the arts or hmmmm healthy social environments? ... i talked to ryan about this ... and we agree ... we should just surf and DJ ... simultaneously. ... oh well ... get ready