Dec 08, 2004 00:10
so i'm ok. believe it or not i am. it took me a day or so, but it happened. i accepted it. i saw it like in order for us to let our friendship grow, we needed this breakup so that we could grow as friends rather than just grow stagnant in a relationship. ... it will be weird and hard times will come. ... but what friends dont go through that ... this is a very odd transition ... its so fast like its right to friends ... maybe its unnatural ... maybe its a true reflection of where we were ... only time will tell ... i has been a fun two and a half years .... filled with many new things never before discovered ... and i guess there will be more to come ... we'll never really know where we'll go from here ... so until it comes i'll wait for nothing except to see my friend and enjoy the friendship that we denied for so long.