Jan 14, 2006 02:38
damn, baker is a lot more rigourous than i thought. if i want to be sucessful i need to study almost everyday. i really need to. other than that wankery. I been fine really. in a weird state. kinda numb but happy at the same time. content i guess. i been going over my dad's everynight for at least an hour to visit with him. i work almost everyday. it's gonne be a tight schedule until middle spring. so those of you who that i talk to i won't be around as much for a couple months. Got to do what needs to be done. sucks but i'd rather head towards my goal than be miserable trying to figure out where i went wrong in my life ya know? to those i don't see to often (you know who you are) i miss all of you. I haven't been around anyway for some time. it's nothing personal it's just i been strangely anti-social. but i'll be around soon.