Monday morning comes with massive fatigue and latent confusion.
Slept for crap last night. Between funky dreams and just too much shit on my mind in general I got very minimal actual sleep. This is far from optimal as I’ve got way too much crap to do, being as it’s, y’know, Monday and stuff.
I’ve decided to just do my best to flow through this day. No guarantees on success - my workload is heavier than normal, I got no gnome time to speak of this weekend, no yetiboy at all (3 weeks running now) so I’m somewhat more bummed out than normal.
Maybe this is just the new normal for me.
At least it’s payday, I suppose.
Addendum:
God help me, I feel another slew of self-examination posts on the horizon. Too many things in the back of my head that want to come out. I should probably let them, on the theory that a good old-fashioned (but not literal) blood-letting might do me some good. Damned demons lurking in the shadows of my brain. Feh! I'll add disclaimers to the titles of these posts so that you can skip them.
I’ve decided to just do my best to flow through this day. No guarantees on success - my workload is heavier than normal, I got no gnome time to speak of this weekend, no yetiboy at all (3 weeks running now) so I’m somewhat more bummed out than normal.
Maybe this is just the new normal for me.
At least it’s payday, I suppose.
Addendum:
God help me, I feel another slew of self-examination posts on the horizon. Too many things in the back of my head that want to come out. I should probably let them, on the theory that a good old-fashioned (but not literal) blood-letting might do me some good. Damned demons lurking in the shadows of my brain. Feh! I'll add disclaimers to the titles of these posts so that you can skip them.