the zig's brain in action

[chupathingy1]

Well I've had the house to myself today and apparently at least for the majority of this next week coming up. This whole time alone I have done nothing....But think constantly of Afton. While I was sittin here bieng alone I read online that expressin the way you feel out as like a song or poem or some shit it kinda helps out. So I decided to try it out. Jess already read this and she though it was kind. But this really isn't to make me seem as though I'm done completley or anything. This poem thing is just to express how I feel right now and how I've been feeling latley.

I will never forget the days we once had
The days when you were everything to me
My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever
But now I realize that was all a big dream
The feelings I have for you will never go
I wish I could take back that one regretful day
The day when I unknowingly let you slide from my arms
Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets
That I would once have to live through
The sight of you in someone else's arms
Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces
I sometimes wonder if you still think of me
Or if to you I'm just a face in the crowd
I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back
But for now I'll sit here silently
Remembering all the memories we once shared
Everyday my love grows much stronger
Hoping that one day you will feel the same
And put back the pieces of my broken heart

.......I miss Afton so much...Fuck