boys, and the heavy heart

[chupaskabra]

I feel a void.
Hollow inside there is this void.
A hole in a heavy heart
little void
nothing to bridge this gap
makes me feel like crap
I thought I gained what I lacked
but now the feeling is back
little void
false starts at the line
give me a sign
tell me when to go
just let me know
I'll be there
i'm right here

there was a wise few that once said
"You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways"

Well I don't think it should be like that, but somehow it is.
i guess I just have to be patient
and wait
for that beautiful boy to
save me from my old ways
even though that's really lame
because I'll always be the same
there are so many circumstances working against me
that it is deemed almost impossible for me to try to forge any sort of relationship with someone
because I am so damned picky
and guys in vancouver are really...icky

SO THE MORAL OF MY STORY IS I GUESS I HAVE NO ROOM TO BE BITCHING ABOUT SOMETHING SO PETTY
(little void mind you)