Lost Soul 4/?

Mar 13, 2011 02:30

Title: Lost Soul 4/?
Pairing for this part: Hongsik/Jaejoong , slight Heechul/changmin
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Only in my world where Yoochun is always with wings :)
Warning: slight smut/slight angst
Summery: Junsu met an angel the night before, and he can't remember anything but his voice, but when he starts to remember, his life will change forever.

A/N: This fiction is for my love Yoochunniegall <3

A/N: Yes I add Heechul, and yes he will be here for the rest of it. Oh my god why you guys are doing this to me?!!!

A/N: Sis :) I know that Hongjae or Sikjae is not enough in here, but I promise that there will be more soon *HUGS" cheer up baby :D





Changmin opens the door, he gets out from the room, Junsu just stands there and stares at Yunho.

Yunho is still blindfolded; his chest keeps raising and falling in deep breathes, his lower body covered. Did he fall asleep? Junsu wonders to himself.

“Hyung, are you coming? Or are you planning to stare at my boyfriend for the rest of the day?”

Junsu blushes “Sorry” he gets out from the room and shuts the door.

“Where are we going” Junsu asks.

“My room, come on, its right over there” Changmin says and starts walking.

While they’re walking, lots of guys give them looks, some even whistles.

Changmin rolls his eyes, “never mind them hyung” he smirks “They are just jealous”

Junsu raises an eyebrow “Jealous of what?” he thinks, but decided to keep the question for himself.

“Hey” Heechul comes out of nowhere, he hugs Changmin from behind, he rests his head on Changmin’s shoulder “how is my baby doing?”

“Your baby have pissed your ex off”

Heechul tugs at Changmin’s robe, the robe fell off one shoulder “aww, what happened?” he asks lips against Changmin’s now bare shoulder.

“He interrupted u-”

“Who? You and Junsu?” Heechul asks with a smile, eyes turning to Junsu.

Changmin rolls his eyes.

“I see you left Yunho alone… do you mind if I kept him company till you're finished with Junsu?”

“Are you on crack?” Changmin whispers, “And if you still don’t realize, I’m not wearing anything under this robe” Changmin adds as Heechul keeps tugging on his robe.

Heechul pouts and stops tugging, “you’re no fun at all. See you, Su.”

Changmin follows him with his eyes till he’s out of sight, he sighs “Sorry about that, let’s keep going” he starts walking.

“Well”

“Well what?”

“Aren’t you worried that he will go and rape Yunho?”

Changmin smirks “He knows better that that".

Junsu shivers at the look in Changmin eyes, “Are you guys always like this?”

“Like what?”

Junsu opens he mouth and shuts it.

“Gay?”

“I-i…”

“God, Junsu… where have you been for the past year?”

“S- I...”

“We really should get to know each other more, don’t you think?”

“Su-sure, that would be, a great pleasure” Junsu smiles.

“Yeah… here” Changmin opens the door to his room, “come in”

“That was a really short distance” Junsu giggles. Because it almost took them twenty minutes to get to the room.

Changmin laughs while turning the lights on.

The room was just like his, a little messy though, with a dead body lying on the bed, probably Changmin’s roommate, Junsu tries to remember who the roommate was.

“Ya! Kyuhyun, wake up, its-” Changmin turns to look at the watch, “seven already!”

“Go away” a sleepy voice replies him.

“Don’t you have a paper to write?” Changmin moves to the other bed, and starts lifting the books off it, placing them on the desk.

“Here, come here hyung” Changmin says and sits on the bed.

Junsu clears his throat, and moves across the room to Changmin’s bed.

“Ya! Get up. Get out of here, we need to be alone”

“Fuck you, I want to sleeeeep. Why are you even here? You said you’ll stay at Yunho’s” Kyuhyun says from under the cover.

“Are you deaf? I said we need to be alone”

Kyuhyun sighs as he rises from under the cover, “you’ve always been an exhibitionist, you could let me voye-“ he looks shock for a bit, seeing that it was Junsu who was with Changmin, he suddenly smirks, “Oh, hi Junsu, finally got him to co-“

Changmin throws a pillow at him to shut him up, “Shut the fuck up! Either get out of here, now! Or I swear t-“

“Fine, fine” Kyuhyun lifts himself away from the bed, and he’s naked, completely naked, oh my god, too many naked bodies, Junsu have never, ever, seen this much of… oh god, he blushes and forces himself not to stare as Kyuhyun looks for whatever clothes under the covers.

He puts a shirt on, and sits on the bed to put the pants on. “So… for how long exactly do you want me gone?”

“Just get the fuck out!” Changmin angry voice replies him.

Kyuhyun makes a show of getting to the door, he reaches and opens it, and steps outside, “Should I lock the do-“

Changmin throws a pillow at him as he closes the door to avoid it.

“Wow, you have a thing for throwing pillows at people” Junsu says with a laugh.

They both start laughing; Junsu noticed that throw the whole thing, Changmin was too nervous, also staring at Junsu whenever he gets the chance to.

They stop laughing and the awkwardness is back. Changmin is looking at the floor and Junsu is staring at him.

Changmin looks at Junsu and once their gazes meet, Changmin looks away immediately, cheeks turning red. Oh my god! So Kyuhyun wasn’t just fooling around.

Changmin clears his throat, “So, um… Yoochun, what... do yo-“

"Um.."

“Ju- how?”

“How what?”

“How am I able to see him? And like… Touch him? He’s dead I… it’s...”

“Listen… Hyung, before we start talking about Yoochun, There is something I need to tell you”

“Go on”

Changmin takes a deep breath, and looks at Junsu, “I, me-I… You're not dump, and I'm pretty sure that you have noticed. But it’s not like... It's not only me who has a crush on you… this... did you know?”

Junsu’s eyes go wide; he raises an eyebrow, “You what? I didn’t know, of course I didn’t know. How could I know? well I did notice, but it's the first time. I... I'm sorry.”

“Calm down, It’s not like…” Changmin mumbles something and rolls his eyes at himself.

“What was that? Changmin I really didn’t know”

“Oh… I thought you… well, seriously hyung, you really didn’t know?”

“Stop, stop… we’re here to talk about Yoochun, not about …. Whatever… It’s too weird”

“Okay, if you wish… Yoochun… Let me tell you about him” Changmin sighs “Yoochun was the most adorable person on the face of earth; he used to put his heart and soul into anything he does, he was too passionate, he was too melodramatic, too romantic, cheesy, he’s... was so beautiful, Junsu-hyung”

Changmin’s breathe hitches; “I miss him so much…. My life is so empty without him”

Changmin tries to calm himself down, he takes a deep breath, “Promise not to freak out?”

Junsu nods.

“He, he was crazy about you, he was madly in love with you h-“

“Ho-“

“Don’t” with his index finger against Junsu’s lips, Changmin hushes Junsu. He blushes and looks away, slowly backing off “Don’t talk, let me finish, it’s too hard on me already”

“S-sorry. G-go on”

“He never had the guts to talk to you” Changmin stays salient for a moment, like he’s thinking if it’s okay to tell Junsu about what he's about to say or not.

“He thought maybe one day you’ll notice him, so he just stood there, somewhere, away from you, watching you”

Changmin bites on his lower lip “It was stupid, really, I always told him it was stupid, and that he just should go and ask you out, but he never listened”

“Wh-what happened? How did he die?”

“Car accident, he was hit by a car, and the son of a bitch ran off, and left him to die, we found him, long after, every fucking bone in his body was broken, he lost tons of blood, he….” Tears start streaming down Changmin’s cheeks “he was conscious, the worst part of it, that he was conscious, and not just laying there, he wasn’t able to move, but he didn’t just lay there, waiting to die, he crawled, he kept crawling, nobody knows for how many hours he struggled, in so much pai-”

Changmin breaks off with a loud cry; Junsu reaches and hugs him, not able to stop his tears as well. Changmin bruise his face in Junsu chest. Muffled sods echo through the room “He kept calling your name, he wanted to see you. In the ambulance, we… he made me promise not to ever tell you”

“What! B-but... why? Why not tell me it’s… ”

“Are you crying too hyung?”

“N-no I’m not crying!”

“Don’t cry baby” Yoochun voice whispers, and echoes through the room, causing both of them to jump out of surprise.

“You heard that too?” Junsu asks, eyes wide.

“Y-yeah”

“Oh my god! Yoochun are you there?”

Silence answers Junsu, they both sigh.

“Changmin! Do you have any idea what is happening? How come I’m able to see him when he’s dead? And now you heard him too!”

“Listen, after we got to the hospital, his heart was barely beating, they managed to get it to work again with a blast from their defibrillators, a few times, because it kept stopping every time, there was too many blood, and… god” Changmin starts to freak out.

“Its okay, its okay” Junsu pats on Changmin back and rubs it, he himself about to break apart soon. hearing about such a thing, even if it wasn't someone he knows.

“I passed out; I can’t remember anything but the sounds of blasting and the nurses telling me to calm down, the voices of screaming, and the blood, his blood, everywhere” Changmin gasps. “Jae hyung was there too, you should ask him, he might remember better”

“I don’t think that’s a good idea. Although, why didn’t you guys ever tell me?” Junsu says and whips his tears away.

“It’s too much for anybody Hyung, that bastard Yoochun was too brave, he fought and kept trying to stay alive”

“Not brave enough to tell me that he loved me” Junsu says and bits on his lower lip to stop himself from crying out loud.

Changmin hugs Junsu, and they cry together for long minutes. “It’s going to be okay hyung, I mean… you’re able to see him, talk to him right? You can ask him whatever you want yourself”

“Yes I am… It’s just... What if… how is it even possible?”

“I don’t know hyung, I really don’t know, I told all what I know”

Junsu sighs “So how long have he been in love with me?”

“All I know, that he had been in love with you since forever, maybe even before I met him”

“You just met him last year?”

“No, I have known him since I was in high school”

“How old are you?”

“Twenty two?”

“Holy…”

“DAMN YOU, LET ME GO”

Sik bushes Jae into the room and walks in and slams the door, and turns to look at Jae.

“What?” Jae asks voice nervous, unsure, no longer angry. The room is dark and Jae is glad, he doesn’t want to be seen blushing, especially by Sik.

“Calm down, why are you so nervous?”

“I-I… I’m n-not ner… nervous” Jae answers him, cheeks turning bright red. He lets out a sharp gasp as Sik fingers moves to unbutton his own shirt.

“Wh-what are you doing?”

Sik doesn’t answer; he keeps unbuttoning, ever so slowly. Jae is not able to do anything more than just stand there.

Sik is done with the buttons. He reaches and touches Jae’s cheek, Jae whimpers and leans into the touch. Sik pulls Jae closer and crushes their lips together, Jae whimpers but immediately kisses him back, and puts both hands on Sik’s shoulders, just soft brush of tongue, and then Sik is pulling away.

Jae looks into Sik’s eyes; he pushes the shirt off his shoulders, it falls to his elbows, and Sik lifts his arms to hold the shirt there. Sik puts one arm around Jae’s waist, and with the other he slowly brushes Jae’s hair off his eyes and forehead.
He places a kiss on his forehead, Jae sighs and closes his eyes, Sik kisses his eyelids, down to his nose, then down on his cheek and, god, so slowly, he presses their lips together.

Sik opens his mouth and takes Jae’s lower lip between his, licks across it slowly, Jae shivers and opens his mouth, Sik pushes his tongue farther into Jae’s mouth, their tongues touch, and they both moan.

Jae doesn’t even bother to try, he lets Sik control the kiss, it lasts for long minutes, and they shared a few breaths, it wasn’t until they were gasping hard that Sik pulls away.

Jaejoong opens his eyes, Sik is undoing his belt, Jae bits on his lower lip as he hears the sound of unzipping, and before he's aware of it, Sik has Jae underneath him on the bed.

Jae lets his head fall back as Sik kisses his neck; Sik takes his own pants off, kicking them off his legs, to lay completely naked on the top of a fully clothed Jae.

“No underwear?” Jae asks with a smirk.

Sik slips his hand into Jae’s sweatpants; Jae arches off the bed with a loud moan as Sik warp his fingers around Jae’s erection. “Speaking of which” Sik starts stroking Jae slowly, as he kisses and licks at his neck.

He reaches to unbutton the shirt, “Fuck it” He takes his hands out of Jae’s pants, and rips the shirt off him.

“Get up! Get up!”

Jae gets up, Sik takes the rest of the shirt of him, both of them tug on Jae’s pants, till it’s down his knees, he lays again and start to kick them off. “Wait” Sik says. he reachs and with both hands he takes the pants off slowly. He licks his lips at the sight of Jae’s bare legs, and then he’s back on the top of Jae.

They both gasp at the feeling of skin on skin, Jae presses their lips together, and he takes Sik’s lower lip between his teeth, sucking on it, lightly nippling, earning a whimper from Sik.

Sik reaches and warps his finger around both of their erections and stroke slowly as he presses their lips together again.

“God” Jae moan into Sik mouth, “Go faster, please”

“No, not anytime soon” Sik says with a smirk. He pulls away, lifts himself away from Jae, hands now stroking only Jae.

His eyes rove over Jae’s naked body; “Beautiful” he starts to stork faster as he reaches and tugs on Jae’s navel piercing.

Jae moans loudly and arches his back off the bed as he fists the sheets “Fuck, Sik... Fuck”

The door burst open raveling a smiling Heechul. “Oops” Heechul says with a smirk, “I knew you too would fuck someday”

“YOU DIDN’T LOCK THE DOOR?!”

Part 7: "God, Junsu"
Part 6: "You're such a fool"
Part 5: A what?
Part 4: You didn't lock the door?
Part 3: It’s complicated
Part 2: It’s beating for you, only you
Part 1: It can’t be just a dream hyung, right?

lost soul, hongsik/jaejoong, nc-17

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