Title: Bitter love
Author: chunnie_fiera/chun’s
Pairing: Yunjae
Genre: Angsty, Love
Length: Drabble
Summary: Yunho is a rich son but he decided to live and work by himself. He met Jaejoong and took him in to his house and they become lover. But Yunho’s father didn’t approve Jaejoong existence.
A/note: It’s actually an adaptation from part of the series of Junjou Romantica. Many people might know about it already. I found it sad and I want to make it into Yunjae version. I did use the dialogue translated due to my bad English. I hope it’s interesting enough to be read. Yoroshiku~
‘Aish…I’m late’ he thought as he ran back to the apartment.
Bumped.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I wasn’t loo….ehhh, Yunho?” he looked at the taller man he had bumped just now.
“What are you doing here?” he asked.
“I was about to look for you” he answered.
“Huh?”
“You said that you’ll be back at 4 p.m. So, I waited for you because I trust you and I love you. And I was also worry about you” Yunho held Jaejoong shoulder.
‘Yunho….’ Jaejoong was touched. Yunho trusted him and was worried about him.
“Really? That’s good. Hahaha ” He laughed the fake one.
“It looks like the arranged marriage thing with Changmin is getting called off. The girl said herself that she doesn’t want to marry him. ” Jaejoong spoke.
“That’s good news. I’m sorry that you’ve got involved in this matter.”
“It’s okay. I felt relieved that it got sorted out” Jaejoong tried the hardest to put a good act in front of Yunho. He flashed the so called sweetest smile to him.
“You don’t look relieved.”
“e..ehh…what are you saying? I’m totally fine.” He put on another smile on his face to cover his sadness. ‘No, Yunho can always see right through my lies,’ he thought.’ I can’t let him know. Not about this…’
Later in Yunho’s room, on the king sized bed Jaejoong prepared himself to sleep as he put the ‘big’ Bambi at the middle between them.
“Any suspicious move, you’re dead!!” he threatened the man as he slipped himself under the comfy.
“Jaejoong…”
“Hmmm….”
“If there’s something bothering you, say it.”
“That’s why I told you, nothing. I’m going to sleep, ok? Goodnight.” Jaejoong covered his head under the comfy too.
“Jaejoong!” Yunho pulled the comfy away and Jaejoong could only gasp but he wasn’t looking at Yunho.
“You really can’t trust me that much?” Jaejoong could sense that Yunho was hurt but he remained silent. He sunk his face deeper into the pillow.
‘It’s not like that… It’s not like I don’t trust you or anything, Yunho yah….’ Jaejoong felt his eyes burning.
Yunho pulled Jaejoong’s shoulder until the beautiful man facing him and leaned down to kiss the man as his hands snaked around the latter waist.
‘Your existence poses a great deal of trouble’ Jaejoong recalled the old man’s words.
“When I was waiting for you,I trusted you and worried about you at the same time.” The brown orbs sent a piercing look to the wavering ones.
“Talk to me. If you don’t, I’ll feel like you don’t need me and it breaks my heart.” Yunho hugged the body below. “I worried about you. I love you.”
‘You got it wrong Yunho yah… it’s not like that… it’s because you are so precious to me, that I can’t tell you.’ Tear flowing from the pretty eyes as the hugged got tighter.
Jaejoong was looking at the peaceful face beside him. Bambi has been put aside the bed by Yunho. Jaejoong slipped out from the comfy and he brought his knees up to his chin as he hugged them to control the urge to cry again. He has been thinking about the old man’s words.
‘What does he mean?’ Jaejoong wondered.
‘Is it because I’m just a college student? I’m just an ordinary guy… with nothing…but a.. beautiful face? Or… because I am… me…?’
‘I must not ever hurt Yunho and cause him trouble. He probably said all those things because I looked obviously uneasy. I need to hide it. I can’t let him know or I won’t be able to stay with him. It’s alright. After all, I’m used to doing that by now. ’
He rested his forehead on the knees as he let his silent cries out.