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TITLE : The Unconfessed Feeling
LENGTH: One shot
AUTHOR: chunnie_fiera
SUMMARY: I took my old diary and…..(my true experience when I was back there during my highschool time^^)
….Jae’s pov….
I took my old diary and I opened it. Today I felt like I missed him again. As usual I would write down all my feeling on it. As I reach the black wet ink pen, my eyes started to sting. It’s too painful for me to remember him again after few years past now. And this is how it goes… I hope after this I could continue my life as ease as I can. At least before I meet him again. And this is how it goes…
I don’t know what has got into me right now
I thought I had settled down all my feelings towards him
Yet
Why do me still missing him…
These entire miserable feelings make my heart hurt
Too hurt that I couldn’t bear it anymore
That I feel like to let it out of my chest
Yes I do
I do still can avoid this feeling that I have for him
I’m not sure whether it was love or not
But I’m so sure that I do like him a lot
To tell the truth is that he was the first person I ever like this much and this serious
I do sound pathetic, am I?
I just want to share this with you guys…
Do want to cheer me up?
Once I almost confessed my feeling towards him…
But I didn’t have that much of courage
So I left school without telling him and without knowing that if he would ever accept my feeling back
To make it worse it was the last day of my last year at my high school… (if you would understand what I was trying to say..LOL)
And now I have never talked to him for about 2 years…
I commit that now I missed him a lot…(hahaha)
I don’t even know what to do now…
But by writing this on my journal, I do feel more ease now…
Hmmm…..
I hope I could finally tell him that I used to like him awhile back then…
Though he might not like me back…(I don’t care anymore)
I just want to put my heart at ease…..
Please, God give me a little bit of courage for me so that I can confess my feeling to that person one day when I meet him again…(if that is possible)
….End of Jae’s pov….
By that, he ends the journal there. He get himself prepare for bed. As he already changed into my pajama, he walked towards his bed and slipped his feet and whole body under the baby blue comforter. As he almost closed his eyes, he whispered “I love you, Yunho-ah”.
The end
Hope you guys enjoy it… have any opinions? Want to share them with me? Then, drop me any comment, ne? Thanks!!! ♥
p/s: forgive my grammatical error,ne?