happy birthday to me....
holy shit. worst night ever last night. not to mention i got a TB shot in my left arm yesterday, which now i can't even lift, and a hepatitis shot in my right arm which is bruised......ouch! and this morning i woke up to get in the shower and i was running late so my mom said i could go late....but i was so groggy and tired i crashed and next thing i know its TWO THIRTY! dammit. i wasnt supposed to miss today i was supposed to stay home tomorrow. now im gonna miss both days...oh well. and this really really doesnt feel like my birthday.... and josh is the only person in my life making me feel better. ugh. and now i dunno WHAT im gonna do for my party because its officially become a fucking regulated piece of shit party. anyone coming drunk better not smell or im forewarning you theres nothing i can do about you getting kicked out by my dad...yeeeaaaaaaaa...i got in a fight with him yesterday and lost pretty much all party priveledges... but brians band will still play which is good. and its pretty much turned into an "entertain urself for five hours" thing. josh said we should put a shitload of marshmallows out haha. people will be mesmerized by the fire pit and the marshmallows forever..we'll see..either way theres a lot of people, loud music, lots of food, and thats it..if the jacuzzi is running thatll be there too..whatever. just gotta play it by ear.. but for now im going back to sleep im sooo groggy..happy birthday to me..gayest birthday ever.
-jen
-jen