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I'm failing at quitting smoking.. then again i've forgotten to take my chantix for the past week, definitely have to get back on track with that
i'm not full blown smoking again, but i've had far too many cigarettes the past couple of days, THOUGH i did take a trip down to NYC, which although i had a fucking great time, that place is fucking stressful.. trying to figure out where the fuck you are and how to get where you want to go, that made me want to smoke a LOT.. i was able to resist the cravings for the most part but honestly at this point i shouldn't be smoking at all
oh well, gonna have to really buckle down on that
and i'm still making progress with the losing of the weight and whatnot to stop being such a fat-shit.. down to 260-265 at this point (really fucking hard to read the scale that we have in my house, so a spot on reading is impossible)
i'm not full blown smoking again, but i've had far too many cigarettes the past couple of days, THOUGH i did take a trip down to NYC, which although i had a fucking great time, that place is fucking stressful.. trying to figure out where the fuck you are and how to get where you want to go, that made me want to smoke a LOT.. i was able to resist the cravings for the most part but honestly at this point i shouldn't be smoking at all
oh well, gonna have to really buckle down on that
and i'm still making progress with the losing of the weight and whatnot to stop being such a fat-shit.. down to 260-265 at this point (really fucking hard to read the scale that we have in my house, so a spot on reading is impossible)