Dec 15, 2005 19:30
so the chrous concert was kind of disapointing. i don't really know what to say but i was kinda sad.
i don't know why i feel so depressed today. i just feel like i'm not worth anything and everything i am doing is not really needed and i could do better. i just want to give up on almost everything i love and hold close to my heart like music and dance. i kinda feel like if i didn't do those things i could do more w/ my school work but then i wouldn't have any outside interaction w/ people. i don't know what to think about anything today. maybe i'll be positive tomorrow but today i seem all negative. i need someone to talk to but everyone is too busy. i need someone to talk to so much right now. ~E