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im starting to miss my home and my friends and getting on the internet all the time doesnt help but its soooo easy to. i dont feel very good, probably because all ive had today is cream cheese and nutella sandwichs, i think ive had 5 today, thats about average. i want real food, i want to be able to talk to people and i want it to be warmer. it is sooo cold here all the time i think im going to die. my host sister is smothering me. and i want to make my own friends not become friends with her friends only. i want to be able to hang out with my other host sibilings not just her. i am going insane i want to go home, its so surreal being here but each day it seems more and more real and i wonder why i choose to do this. everyone tells me its going to get better, but so much of what i was told was wrong. i want a friend here i can talk to...