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hi
so pretty much i've been going through a lot of ups and downs and its not so bad because i am handling them all fine, the one thing that really bothers me is that i'm not trying what so ever in shcool. i still have all a's and b's i just never pay attention and i never know whats going on. so because of this i decided to start going to a therapist to try and get me back on track and stuff. so i went to my old therapist (who i'd only gone to like twice before) and we talked for an hour or so, pretty much the life i want is the life he has/had. so although i didnt really get much help on the school asspect, he reassured my that my future will pretty much be amazing, which is great. Also he wants me to get more involved with the things i love to do, so im thinking i should, like this part of me only peeps its little head out to my friends every once in a while and they usually laugh because they find it a joke, which doenst really bother me, but definetly im going to start doing things that really make me happy. so im excited, this still doesnt solve the school issue though, i guess maybe i will just slide by this year, and then start living my life next one. EVERYTHING IS STARTING!!!!!!! It's sooooooo exciting!