Sep 18, 2013 01:51
He says we'll see each other later in life so nonchalantly as if without a second thought or as if he had thought about it before and had already drawn his own conclusions. I'm not a certain as he is; and universe knows the whole truth is that I'm not certain I'm not certain that want to be....but that I love him more than he loves himself in an identical but separate unquestionably way. Such was life for us in these in-between days; the same place we met.
Perhaps the place we part.
I doubt it though
no matter any of his faults he holds my love as precious to him. His heart knows mine as if they're connected sans time.
Plus he's the one who actually fucked me right way back on my wedding night...and still stiffens each time he is near.
In retrospect that is worth more than I ever thought or felt / knew to assign value to.
Ah love. Such a crazy fucked up thing are you; and whatever would life be without you.
bobby