Minor Update... more to come
So, it’s been about 4 months since my last real post.
I am still working for the new real estate company that I started in mid-August of last year. I am very much content with where I am in this position. There was a time where I would be bumped up a position, but the president didn’t think it was a good idea. I didn’t have a problem with it and everyone in the company (other than the president) thought I was a great candidate, but here I am… still an assistant in the accounting department. I am still considering going to real estate school, just not sure if I am willing to dedicate about 2 and a half weeks, Monday thru Thursday, from 7pm-10pm of my life and then take the damn test. I am such a lazy bitch.
I have been curiously looking through the communities I am involved in and have read some posts. I want to comment, but somehow I just never do. I usually don’t have anything to relate to, but there is a post in one of them, that I can relate to. The only problem is that my experience is the opposite of the majority and I’m afraid that my opinion would only aggravate the situation.
There is a poster that says when she (heterosexual woman) first started with their partner everything was fine, then after a while into the relationship, her partner decided to transition. She felt mostly scared and unsure of herself and her sexual orientation and so on and so forth. She’s trying to hard to be very supportive and understanding and at the same time feeling like she wants to leave. And looking at all the comments, there are a lot of ppl who agree with her, feel for her and understand her, no matter their own sexual orientation.
Me, on the other hand, I am on the other end of the spectrum. I mean, it’s weird to think back on my past relationships and then how I met Jordan. I have never been a person who dated someone because of their stature or how “pretty” he looked. I have never been curious about experimenting with the same sex or animals. I was just a girl/woman who was interested in getting to know some one who interested me. I have dated someone who was a shorter than me, double my height, different races…. I’ll be honest, and you can ask Jordan, but when he and I first met, I wasn’t immediately attracted. But something about him made me intrigued and eager to get to know him.
….Must update more later… I ran out of time.